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(I'm republishing this chapter again sine many can't find it...)

Chapter 47

  Siya's POV:

           "Ma'am are you OK?" asked my driver. My chest was tight and I couldn't bring out my words, with utter difficulty I told him to drive to Ariya cooperations.

              Ari was wiping my tears throughout the ride all I could think about was my husband. My Arjun. What have I done?

        I have been hurting the man of my life for something he wasn't responsible. It was out of his control. I punished him all these days now who will punish me for hurting him.

       My Arjun have gone through so much in his life... His mom, dad, everyone left him. I was his only hope but I turned him down. What have I done?

     His innocent face filled with pain flashed in front of my eyes. He pleaded, he apologized, he cried. His words resonated in my ears.

          *It's been days since I met you.... I can't live without seeing you.. Please Siya...*

         * I know, I have ruined everything.... But please Siya... Look at me once. Please open the door... Please... Siya...*

           *I'm sorry, it wasn't intentional.*

           *Forgive me... I can't live without you.*

          God... I was blind with my own rage that I couldn't able see his soul. I suffered him a lot. All my cruel words for him resonated in my ears pricing my sole to bits.

         *How could you do this to me? You are heartless.*

             *I'm ashamed of myself to fall in love with you.*

            *You are not worth of loving.*

              *You are such a evil selfish man who carves nothing but lust.

         *I hate you... I will never forgive you in my life.*

         * You are such a cruel, crooked thinking moron. Now everything is clear..... You bloody fooled me in the name of love just to get physical with me, when I ignored you, you forced yourself on me. Today you are done with me so wanted to move on in your bloody life."*

             *I'll make your life a living hell and you will be a worst lesson to all men in this world for ruining a girl's life.*

              My heart is aching and every muscle of my body is burning with guilt. We reached Ariya corporations and I practically ran into the building.

         There was a girl in the other reception " Ma'am... You are here how may I help you ma'am."

          "Where is Arjun? "I asked her wiping my tears while Ari tried to pick a penstand from her desk. I knew that smelled something was wrong after all I was a complete mess right then.

               "Ma'am we have sighed our most awaited deal, so Sir is having a word with all our staffs in the conference room." She told with a small warm smile.

        "Where is the conference room?" I asked her.

           " I don't think, you should go there ma'am. Our board members were also there so, yo-" I cut her words and screamed "Better tell me where the conference room is if not I'll not hesitate a second to fire you. " she was taken aback, everyone around us was giving me a weird look.

          "Ma'am, please let me help you to the conference room. We'll take the personal elavator." I went with him and walked impatiently inside the elevator. We reached 46th floor and he showed me a big door.

           I couldn't wait to see Arjun, once I opened the door many pairs of eyes fell on me making me a show piece to many and finally Arjun's eyes fell on me. His eyes filled with happiness turned shocked once he spotted me, he eyed me from head to toe and stood up to reach me. In a blink his eyes turned worried looking at my condition, I looked plundered.

            I ran straight to him and hugged him tight exactly the way my life dependent on him. He hugged me back stunned and looked around, all his staff members and other business associates started leaving the room.

          " Siya....Siya, what happened dear? Are you OK? Look at me.. Hey, stop crying and look at me. Please tell me what happened?" He tried to make me look at him but I held him tight concealing my face on his chest.

          "Siya, What happened?" Asked someone, I guess it's Surya but I was least bothered answering anyone. He also left the place after a while. Ari slipped from my hands but Arjun caught her and held her securely with his other arm.

               She buried her face into his neck and yawned, she was sleepy. "Siya... You are scaring me What happened? Is everything alright? " he asked me in a little loud tone.

        "Arjun..Ar....Arjun I...I'm " before I could bring out my words my vision blurred and darkness consumed me.

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              I opened my eyes and found myself in our room. Arjun was nowhere to be found, I turned to look at my baby asleep and also an empty bottle on the side table.

                  Arjun might have fed her and put her to sleep. I smiled at my baby girl and kissed her nose, carefully I took her in my arms and made her sleep on her crib.

       I wiped my tears and saw the mirror. God! I looked like a devil with my tear stained face and smudged Kajal.

           I cleaned my bed and changed a new bed cover after that stepped into a hot relaxing shower to calm my muscles. My eyes were burning due to continuous crying.

           I came out of the bathroom with only a knee length red bathrobe, water droplets from my hair wetted the trail of the floor I walked. Opening my closet I took out a plain black Saree and tossed it on my bed but it fell on the floor nearby a foot.

        Arjun!

         "I don't know Surya... I'm scared, I didn't know what happened? Or why my Siya cried? I...I'll call you back." He stopped after looking at me from head to toe, turning around abruptly , he was about to leave but I stopped him "Where are you going?"

       "Wh...what do you mean Siya? You were going to change, isn't it?" He told me a little annoyed.

          I walked passed him and locked the door, he gave me a weird look and stood rooted on his place.

      "So what? it's your room too. It doesn't mean you need to leave your room every time I change clothes Arjun." I told him, actually tried him to convey he has got all rights on me. But there was no change in his mood.

          Suddenly he pulled me close to his chest by my waist and looked into my eyes. "Are you trying to pull a fight Siya? I know why you cried. You were trying to prove that your not happy with this relationship and wanna leave me, it didn't work so now trying to pull a fight so that you can leave me. You will never forgive me for my mistakes right.... You want me to suffer, Fine. I will suffer but please don't leave me... I can't live a second without you. If you dare try to leave me, I'll lock you inside this room and keep you safe trust me I'll go to any extent to ke-" I shut him down by smashing my lips on his. He became still with his eyes open whereas I felt heavenly and continued kissing him experiencing a complete feeling of satisfaction.

       I pulled back and looked at his face, his expression was priceless. I didn't looked at the hard headed man who used to wander with a serious expression and a deadly demeanor. I looked at the helpless man who was tortured from a very young age, who begged for love and affection from everyone but got none. I looked at the man who was insanely in love with me to the extent of threatening me to be his. I looked at the man I love with every fiber in my body.

     Enough Arjun! No more tears and heartbreaks, I would never let anyone shatter your heart anymore, especially me. I would give you such a life where you would find only happiness.

        I cupped his face and rubbed his beard with my thumb, " Why do you always jump into conclusions in my case Arjun. Did I tell you that I'm planning to leave you? Do you think I'm trying to prove that I'm not happy with this relationship? Why would I do that? Can't you see how happy I'm with you? I know baby you are insecure so hereafter I'm gonna throw all your insecurities away.

                  Now listen, I came to you crying because I was hurt, I was hurt badly. All I wanted was to be in your arms as soon as possible. You know why? It's because only you have that magic. Magic of making me feel secure and loved. Your presence brings my pressure down. Your touch relaxes my every tension, you make me feel alive Arjun.

                 And what else you asked me? You accused me of pulling a fight isn't it? I wasn't fighting baby, I was just telling the fact. Arjun this is your room.... I mean our room. I'm your wife. You have every right to stay in this room and most importantly you have every right on me. We are married, I'm your wife.

                 So this is your problem... You think I will leave you whenever I want isn't it? I'll clear your doubt's. I'm here with you not only because of Ariya. I'm here with you because I wanted to be with you, I wanted your love. " I told him sincerely, his breathing labored and his arms left my waist suddenly. Tumbling on his feet we both fell down on the bed in a way he was hovering over me making my heart ran a marathon.

               He rested his forehead on mine while I continued touching his cheeks " I was insanely, unrecoverably in love with you before our marriage but I didn't tell you, I was waiting for an opportunity to confess my love but before that our destiny played a cruel role..

                    I was angry on you baby, very angry. I convinced myself that I'm gonna marry you for our baby but deep down my heart I wanted to change you after marriage so that at one point of time we could live happily.

   
               You are the best husband in the world Arjun and a great father for our daughter. Everyday after our marriage the love I buried deep down inside my heart bloomed. You won me again with your love and patience.

                Again I made a mistake, I thought actions speak more than words and started showing my love without confessing, I guess it wasn't enough...

                 Arjun, the love I had for you never died... In fact it increased thousand folds after our marriage. A fish can't live without water, fire can't glow without oxygen just like that I can't live without you baby... You are the reason of my existence Arjun.

           I LOVE YOU!

           I always did and I will always love you till my heart stops.. Now it's my turn to plead, please don't leave me Arjun. I know I have hurted you so much but please forgive me. I'm sorry and I Love You..

      I love you so much Arjun.

       I love you and I can't live without you.

       I love you.." I cried clutching his shoulders tight after confessing my love.

               He looked dumbfounded, I released him from my hug and looked into his eyes. He slowly wiped my tears with his thumb, could see unshed tears in his eyes.

           I pressed his palm onto my cheek and leaned into his touch. He sluggishly placed his lips on mine and kissed me after seconds I kissed him back, our kiss has grown wild making all the buried feelings I had for him burst out like an volcano.

             "We need to stop right now Siya if not I can't stop with this." He told resting his forehead on mine while both of us panted rashly.

       I felt very bad and rejected by his words " I know, you don't want me anymore, after all I became so ugly and fat after Ariya. I'm no more that pretty girl you fell in love with." I turned my head to the other side.

          He made me look at him and told me with dark eyes " You are right. You are no more that pretty girl I fell in love with, but a   hot and beautiful mother of my daughter. Trust me, your beauty increased thousand folds after our baby." That brought a shy smile to my lips.

       I tucked him close to me and told him "I don't want you to stop Arjun. We waited so long for no reason, fate played a cruel game in our love life, I wanted to start afresh forgetting everything Arjun. I want you." He looked so happy and peppered my whole face with love pecks.

      "You are gonna regret your words love." He told me raising his eyebrows.

          "I bet. I would never regret my words because this time I trust you and I love you to let go anything." My words came straight from my heart and I mean everything I said. He hugged me for life and we slowly entered into a world of our own happiness and contentment which could be felt only by us.

          Finally we threw away all the hellions of our life and lived for each other. This day gave the meaning of my life, that is I was born for Arjun... I was born to love him.

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  PRECAP: God! How would I face him now, I can't see his face after last night. I looked into the mirror and tried to rub my redness away from my cheek but it was not going. Why the hell I'm blushing like a teenager? " Siya, baby are you going to spend eternity in the restroom or coming outside to finish what we have started." He teased me from outside.
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