Sorry I haven't been updating recently, got busy. Right now I'm in a bad emotional state and I need some support. My real dad told me he had reminders to call me every Friday, but it was a lie. The only Friday he's called me all year is yesterday. And he promised to call me today too. You'd think I'd be used to it, especially since he's been lying to me for a while.
But it still hurts
The last time he lied to me before that was when he yelled at my mom and told me I was hearing things when I said she was sniffling, I know what is sounds like, I'm doing it right now, barely keeping the tears back so I can type this. I cry quietly because one time when I was still a toddler he told me to quiet my crying down. I haven't been a loud cryer in 10+ years. Sad.
You'd think I'd be used to his lies.....

But I'm not.

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