Thor

What am I? 

Well right now I am a fucking mess. A real fucking mess. I almost kissed him, and I scared him off. Now I probably don't have a math tutor. He actually helped me understand what we were learning in math, and I just lost the only person who actually helped me make sense of it.

I have never been attracted to a guy until Bruce came along. I know I'm not straight now, but what am I? Do I even need a label? Too many questions. I don't need a label, but it would be nice to have one. Not for other people, but just for me. Curiosity and all that. The human nature to discover the unknown.

I have been laying on my bed for too long and I need to use the bathroom. I use the one in my room, I'm hungry. I don't want to eat, I want to wallow in self pity like a normal teenager. 

"You okay Thor?" It was Loki.

"I'm fine." I brush off, hoping he'd leave me alone to wallow.

"No, you're not." He said, reading through me. "I've been where you are."

"You don't know where I'm at." I retort.

"Yes I have." He claims. "I know you have feelings for Bruce."

"You don't know anything." I snapped. "He's just my tutor."

"I've seen the way you look at him." He says sincerely. "I have looked at someone like that before. And I know what it's like to be left after kissing. It hurts, doesn't it."

"That's the thing, though, we didn't even kiss." I tell him. "I was about to, but I think he freaked out or something, and he left."

"He'll come back Thor." He tries to assure me, but I don't really believe him. 

"No he won't, I scared him away, and now he will never come back." I say, sitting up to look at him.

"I've seen the way he looks at you too." He tells me. "I'm surprised he didn't let you kiss him, but he will be back. He will want to stay away from you, but he will come back here, either under the guise of coming back to tutor, or under the truth and admit his feelings for you. Either way, you'll be kissing him, but at different speeds."

"I'm gonna need a second opinion on this." I say. "HELA!"

"WHAT?" She yells back.

"CAN YOU COME TO MY ROOM FOR A SECOND?" 

"WHY?"

"PLEASE?"

"WHY?"

"I NEED A SECOND OPINION ON SOMETHING!"

"FINE!"

She comes to my room, seeing that Loki was there, then looks at me.

"What do you need from me?" She asked.

"So, long story short, I almost kissed Bruce, but he freaked out before I could. I don't think that he'll be back because I freaked him out so much, but Loki says he likes me back and that he will be back here, one way or another." I explain to her.

"So one, you admit you are not straight, and two, you almost kissed the guy that has liked you for like, ever." Hela confirmed.

"Yes, Yes, and I don't really believe that he has liked me for that long, even at all." I tell her.  "So, do you think he will be back or not?"

"Of fucking course he will be." Hela said. "Like I said, he has liked you for a long time. He will be back, even if he tries to avoid you, he'll be back for you."

"I don't know..." I say, my voice trailing off. 

"You wanted my opinion, that's my opinion." She says. "Also, Loki. Are you ever gonna tell me what happened to Mobius. When he went to North Carolina, he told me that you'd tell me when you're ready, if you'll ever be ready."

"I'm not ready yet, you'll know soon. And I assume Thor will know as well." Loki says, then leaving the room.

"Is what whatever happened between him and Mobius why Mobius never hangs out here anymore?" I ask.

"Yeah." Hela says, before leaving.