Mahir

I stared my last at me through the mirror while the water filled in the tub. I am gonna die!! Death is a big decision but l can't bear this heartbreak! Death is better than going through this and seeing her everyday. This is the last time l am gonna be on this earth. This is my last day, my last hour, my last minute of my dear life. I am really sorry Dad and Mom!! Your gonna loose a son due to his stupidity today!! But l promise l'll look at you both up from there and be your guardian angel.
Love hurts!! Love makes you insane!! Love is a nightmare and l clearly understood my last lesson in life. I gulped looking at the water tub which was filling with water. I... I would forcefully push myself into the tub and force myself from breathing and due to this l'll stop breathing and slowly and slowly my life will leave from my body. And l'll go to God!! He'll give what l deserve. He'll give it to me! I thought as l turned away from the mirror. Her beautiful angelic face flashed infront of me. Her pink lips with a complimenting dimple. Her brownish black eyes, perfect eyebrows. Her beautiful face. All this had been driving me insane since the last nine years and will do so for the rest of my grave life. I took a deep breath as I was about to get into the water when l heard a knock on the door.

Mahir-Who is it!?
I asked in a hoarse tone.

Bela-Mahir! Open the door please!!
She said, softly and l stopped the running water.

Mahir-Wow Mahir!! Your hearing her voice even when your going to suicide!?
I said to myself with a humorous chuckle.

Your hallucinating her even before you die Mahir Seghal!? Have you actually gone insane or what!? She is in Love with VIKRAM!! Madly in love with him and you still tend to think about her!!? Atleast let she win in love!! I don't know if she would stop Vikram and Ahaana's wedding!! I don't know if she'll suicide like me!? No!! NO!! She shouldn't!! It would hurt her!! It would pain her! She shouldn't do such shit work! Right subconscious!? I asked but there was no reply. Seee!! My subconscious even doesn't love me!!! What's the use of living!? I asked to myself, sarcastically.
I closed my eyes tightly as l forcefully pushed myself in the water filled water tub. Water splashed here and there due to the sudden force. I took a deep breath and stopped myself from breathing. My lungs hurted as l did it. It wants to breathe but l am heartless. I don't want to live!!! Slowly and slowly water moved through my nostrils causing it hard for me to breathe while l drowned in the water. This feels good than having to feel the heart break!! I stopped breathing for a while due to which l was falling unconscious. My family's smiling face flashed before me and l smiled. I am sorry Fam!! Your gonna loose A Son!! A Brother today!!
Afterwards flashed her beautiful angelic face. I Love You Bela!! I Love you soo much!! I said, to her mentally.
They do say your life flashes the minute your gonna die and the same happened with me. I opened my mouth as l took a deep breath as my hands moved frantically, slowly black dots started forming infront of my eyes and l smiled as l totally fell on the floor of the tub. I totally stopped breathing and fell unconscious inside the water.