wonyoung pov:

Am starting to love this place, the roads, the busy life of everyone, the morning work out routine.. Everything seems to have changed in my life and only one thing remained

My insecurities.

When a stranger stares at me I get reminded of the girl who attacked me and I get weak..

My song "a woman" is still topping the charts due to the support of my fans.. People have been writing comments on my Instagram account asking me to come back to spotlight.

I have this nostalgic feeling whenever I read the support texts.. Why couldn't I see all these supports in the past so maybe I could have saved my thoughts.

As I was doing my running I stopped in a park and sat to relax a bit as I got out of breath

I opened the water bottle and in a corner of my eyes I saw two girls whispering words to each other and starring at me continuously with adoration "she is wonyoung of the high!" the short haiered told the other which made me figure they were fans so I just smiled at them and waved my hand slightly at em which made them eyes widened

I laughed at how one of em was frozen and the other kept on hitting her with her eyes widend looking at me

I put my earphones on again and continued my run again my phone rang a minute later I looked at the dialer to see it was from lia

"yes lia" I picked the phone still running

"wonyoung-ah.. I wondered when you are coming back?" she hesitantly said which made me confused. Why does she look anxius

"i am close by. Is there anything wrong?" I asked as I slowed my steps to steady my breathing and hear her better

"nonono nothing is wrong." she quickly said which made me furrow my brows in confusion

'tell her that breakfast is ready and to come back' I heard a voice in the back talking quietly which made me confused

It looks like jihoon but.i doubt he is in our house... Why would he be

" I made breakfast so hurry up wonyoung bye!" she said quickly to which I rolled my eyes

She is whipped for him. It's confirmed jihoon is there

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As soon as I opened the door the sounds of whispers welcomed me.

"hyung I am fine with doing it alone." I heard haruto's voice which made me me mentally slap myself and lia

I looked at myself all sweaty and sighed

'Fuck you Lia'I glared at her image in my mind

I slowly walked to the kitchen but they didn't notice me as they had their backs to me and waited till they notice me with raised brow

"but you will win against that jerk Ethan if you have her with you" jihoon smacked Haruto's head to which made wonyoung frown

"whats going on here?" she finally broke the silence. And the three like a caught kittens in the crime turned around slowly with awkward faces on

"oh..eh welcome back" lia awkwardly scratched her hand, it was obvious she was scared of my reaction

Haruto just looked at anywhere but me

And the cheesy teasing flirter park jihoon for the first time was speechless to which made me roll my eyes

"Am going upstair to take a quick bath, then we can talk after"i walked upstair not waiting for a reply

I surely wont be able to-talk looking like this

My poor idol image... you are getting ruined by this lazy Wonyoung.

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"So ..?" I asked as i finished my breakfast and looked at them

"You tell her" lia told jihoon to which he shook his head multiple times like a kid. And pointed to haruto so he would talk to which he shook his head

"It was hyun's idea so hyung gotta say it" he replied which made jihoon glare at him

It made me chuckle when i saw em like that. I am not a scary person so what could it be that they are so scared to say it

"Uh... you see did we mention that haruto is in art department so they have a festival ahead of em .." he mumbled quietly

As the mention of a festival i knew what they wanted.

Their whispers earlier came back to me as a flashlight and i knew it right away

A spotlight.

A win.

Why did i get so comfortable with them? It was obvious that people only try to get close to me for fame..

"So you want me to perform with him?" I asked coldly, it made his eyes widen knowing i knew what he wanted to ask before he mentioned it

They looked different from others... i was really comfortable with em.

He slowly nodded his head which made me sigh

"so in the end you guys becoming my friends was for fame also just like others.."i felt tears welling in my eyes but i held it in as they glared at me

"Why would you think like that?!" Jihoon glared and haruto rolled his eyes "if you dont want to do it, we aint forcing you. Why would you think like that" he coldly said to which i smiled

The dark smile i was so used to.

"Its just that his rival is bringing his girlfriend which is a model and every attention would be on them. So its not a fair play" jihoon whined as he held my left hand and shaking it as he blabled continuously so i would change my thoughts

I wiped the tear that showed harshly and decided

."I will do it."

They all confusedly looked at me confused to how i agreed easily

"I need to get over my anxious self also so why not? Its a win win" i coldly said as i stood up and walked to the fridge to bring the watter bottle and drink so i could calm myself 

My anxiety was showing clearly as my hand was shaking

Just so they wont notice, i hide my hands behind me and put a confident face on

There wont be a mistake.
Everything would be fine.
You are not alone there, haruto would be on the stage with you.
There wont be haters.
You are going to do well

"We are going to win." I gazed at him to which he smirked

"You definitely will !"jihoon cheered loudly with lia to which made me smile and haruto laugh

"Thank you" he whispered with a slight smile and i nodded

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