Wonyoung pov:

"Wonyoung-ah! Why did you leave so quickly? I searched everywhere for you" lia uttered as soon as she came back.

I dont even know how she managed to come back looking at how she wasn't even able to stand properly from all the drinking she had.

I sighed as i helped her take her shoes of and helped her to her bed.

"I took you there to spend time with jihoon... but you left so early I couldnt talk to him much.. you are mean wonyoung" i heard her mumble  before she closed her eyes which made me confused

Was she talking to me?

Did she mean the guy i met earlier?

"Lia told me that wonyoung is in our college and she is korean, so she is mine" the flashback of jihoon's word repeated on my mind

I chuckled "so you have crush on that guy?" I asked her sleepy figure

It all starts with a simple crush and ends with a lot of tears.

But thats for her to figure it, if she is willing to handle the tears

I looked through my phone and checked my social accounts firstly my instagram inbox.

I tried to tell myself that i went into instagram inbox just so maybe i got a text from wooseok or anyone else but the first name i looked for was his.

Kim yohan.

I never actually told him i loved him while we were dating without a problem.. but here i am thinking about him like an open wound.

He hadn't sent me any text since the last time i replied to him making sure he knows that there will never be an us again..

Sometimes i wished he would fight for me more.. even if i pushed him away. But then i tell my brain to stop being a fool and forget him. Like now.

I shook my head and turned the lights of and slept myself off to kill my thoughts.

I am changed.

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In the morning i woke up by my alarm going on and on. I sighed as i got up to get myself ready for college

Its has only been 2 weeks since i started my college life and its already as boring as shit. Wherever i go i see someone look at me.I know am not world wide famous but our group was well known everywhere. We did a few concerts here in LA so i should have known better that there will be clearly people noticing who i was.

I-wore a simple pink t-shirt with a black short before grabbing my sunglass and mask and heading to college. Not even bothering to eat breakfast

I made a soup for lia and a put glass of water with pill for her hangover beside her bed while she was taking her bath.

I dont know why i even bothered, but i was reminded of the first month i came here and was living alone. In the morning i would have sever headache and there was no one to take care of me. So i wanted to help her

I was late and i hated it. For a fresher studying design, i surely didnt dress fashionable when i left for college but isnt that what being special is about?

Yea yea Wonyoung try to have a reason for being a lazy ass

First2 hours a famous designer in LA was lecturing us and told us about how she gets her inspirations, and what colors she use the most and the meaning behind the colors.

I actually found myself enjoying my department, i've knew her designs before and i truly loved her works but i never had the opportunity to wear her designs.

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I went to the cafeteria to eat my lunch, i looked around to find an empty table and thankfully there was a few beside the windows so i headed there and began eating silently

"Wonyoung-ah, Thank you thank you thank you"i heard lia's voice as i saw her bright face putting her tray down and throwing me kisses probably because of the soup and the pill so i smiled in return as i nodded

"I really should quit drinking! Damn that killing headache. It hurts like periods" she blabbed which made me chuckle

She is talkative but cute 

"Period, seriously?" I laughed quietly at her but regretted my choice of words

"Haruto, i think we should not eat with them today if they are having that time of their month!" I heard jihoon's voice behind me which made me freeze as the spoon fell on my tray, i looked at lia who was blushing.

"Yeah hyung, i heard girls get really moody during that time" haruto's voice made me want to pull my hair out

This is hella embarrassing!!

I looked behind me and saw them looking at each other with their trays in their hands, lets chat so they would forget this moment

"Excuse me, are you here to eat with us?" I asked which made them get out of their thoughts. They just looked at eachother exchanging gazes before nodding and sitting down

"May we?" Jihoon sat beside me and haruto beside lia which was infront of me

"You already sat, so why bother ask?" I rolled my eyes

"Uh oh, haruto you were right. She is moody" he said which made my face fell in embarrassment

"Thats not true!! We were talking about how hangover pain feel like that! Not us being in it!" I fired up embarrassedly

Gosh wonyoung!!! You are such a fool

You embarrassed yourself!

I looked at jihoon then at haruto and then at lia who all were looking at eachother before bursting into laughter

"Its okay, every girl goes through that time so dont be embarrassed baby" jihoon patted my hair which made me blush in embarrassment so i just glared at her and lia who was finding this funny

She finds it amusing just because her crush is here with us! :( this is not fair! She brought that word into our conversation first

Throughout the meal i stayed silently playing with my food barely eating because of how embarrassed i was

Why are they even talking to us? I only know their names and no more. We are not even friends

"Wonyoung why are you not eating?" Lia's question got me out of my thoughts as i saw that they all were looking at me weirdly so i just smiled and shook my head before starting eating

This is weird. Too weird.

I want to be anywhere but here.

I just listened to their conversation and when they asked me anything i would just reply with short sentences. This was truly awkward

"Ah right, i forgot why we even came here. Wonyoung-ah what happened last night? Why did you leave the party like that?" Jihoon asked with a confused look which made me frozen

Why did i leave..

Because i was a coward?

"Nothing jihoon. I just wasnt feeling well i guess." I smiled hopping they would be convinced but one look at haruto and lia i knew they werent.

Jihoon being the innocent as he is he believed my lie right away as he got a worried expression on "are you fine now? Why did you come to college if you were sick! You should have stayed at home." He scolded which made all of us chuckle

"Dont worry am perfectly fine mama " i teased clearly knowing he will get offended as he glared at me

"Ya! You are doing this on purpose right!? I told you to not call me mom." He got annoyed as i laughed

"But it suits you hyung. I also feel like calling you that from now on" haruto teased him which he glared at him

"I am the charming hotly cute and manly park jihoon why are you guys calling me a mom" he whined cutely which made me laugh

For a moment they made me forget my thoughts.

But how would i be sure that there wont be people in the college making rumors about me with any of em...? I cant risk hurting any of em

There could always be someone like jinny waiting for a scene to make a rumor about me.

If it happens... once again people will get hurt.

People will get hated for no reason just because they are social with me.. just like how my teammates got hate... just like how sihoon (ex bf) got hate.. will i be able to handle it once more..

I didnt realize i had spaced out till jihoon scared the shit out of me by tilting his head so we were face to face making out faces inch apart  "why are you spacing out all the time lady?"he asked with his left eyebrow raised

Damn you park jihoon! Being this close is not normal!

I pushed him slightly and coughed slightly trying to hide my embarassed state.

I am not blushing. I say it again am not blushing

Lia gave me a glass of water to which i thanked her for it

"I am fine, I was just thinking about something" I smiled at them and began eating again

Lia and jihoon got into their conversation which I was relieved for but the problem was Haruto

He was just looking at me without eating so I couldn't focus on not looking at him also

As I looked up he smirked as he raised an eyebrow which made me cough harder

Which made his smirk grow more, it felt like he was mocking me and telling me I sucked at acting which made me  glare at him as I drank water to ease myself

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Hey guys! How you doing? Here's a new chapter to you👀✨am sorry if it sucks but I just felt like posting a chapter so yeah