Wonyoung:

Yohan and jinny.

I knew i would meet them today but i wasn't prepared to meet them so soon.

I avoided yohan's glare at haruto who stood by my side awkwardly just looking at us.

I had mentioned it to him that we would meet people i had avoided for a long time but i hadnt told him who and who? And i dont know if he remember yohan's face in the scandals or not

Jinny, just looking at her made my insides insane. I resented her to death. And seeing her infront of me all innocent didnt help at all

Unnie broke the tension welcoming them and in and putting them into a conversation with flirts meanwhile haruto took the chance to whisper in ma ear and ask who they were ?.

'The ex you heard about. And his little sister who i mentioned i avoid.' i whispered back in his ear not giving more details since yohan was looking at us still talking to yena and minju unnie

'Oh oh drama is coming. But why did you avoid them?They keep on looking should i play?' Haruto whispered making me roll my eyes

Haruto and his plays

I chuckled 'ya you dont have to whisper in my ear to make him jealous. We are nothing now.' I raised an eyebrow making him frown 'its no fun then' he frowned and i chuckled but ma face changed again when they faced me

"Long time no see"he smiled softly before looking at haruto with the same smile and bowing slightly as a sign of hello

"Yeah long time no see" i stated back smiling which i hope it showed sincere eventhough i doubt so as my heart was beating so fast

"You too" i said looking at jinny but erasing the smile i had earlier replacing it with a cold tone

Her actions may have been forgotten by everyone. But never by me. Forgiven but never forgetting.

"Yeah you look beautiful" she complimented with a smile. "Thank you" i replied back

And no words were exchanged later. The tension remains like we were back into the same situation at the hospital last year. Yohan excused their self and stated that they had to leave and will see everyone later in the weeding.

I couldnt control my emotions. I felt anger,resentment, sadness and pain. I couldn't believe that i was still the same weak wonyoung that i was last year. I didnt even know i had my hand turned into a fist until haruto held my fist in his hand and smiled sadly at me.

I had met yohan and jinny but 2 bombs were remained. The high members and sihoon.

"Am fine, dont worry" i messed his hair slightly not ruining it with a smile. I looked at my sisters and they both nodded trying to smile but i knew deep down they were worried as shit

This is unnie's day i cant ruin it with drama on my part.

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"Mom i cant sit at that table with them!" I whispered as she had held my hand trying to lead me to our family's table alongside yohan's family.

"Please daughter.it would be rude if you sat at another table. I promise it wont be as hard as you think" mom reassured me but i just sighed cupping my head in my hands

Haruto put his hand on my shoulder patting it "cmon i am going to be there also" haruto said which made mom smile bright

"Hes right. You can even keep quiet during the whole party" mom tried again and this time i cursed in ma brain before nodding with my mom telling her to go first. This is going to be hella awkward since yena unnie was sitting with the table prepared for the high as she said it wont be nice to leave them in a crowd they didnt know anyone

"Look am so sorry. I promise i will make it up for you." I apologetically looked at haruto but he just chuckled

"You apologizing? Shut up it doesnt suit you" he flicked my head making me chuckle

"Lets put a show on my lady. Put a brave smile on your face and lets go" he said like a boss to which i laughed before i agreed and walked to the table saying hi to Mr & Mrs.kim , introducing them to haruto and sitting down

"How is your studying going daughter" his mom said as we sat and i smiled avoiding the eyes of yohan and jinny

"Its going great Mrs.Kim" i replied and she smiled brightly "Jiyeon-ah you must be so proud of your daughters. The three of them are already grown up and doing great in their own lifes" she told my mom and my mom smiled proudly at me

I kept quiet the whole time anxiously tapping my feet to the ground under the table but haruto was holding my hand and in betweens he would make a joke to calm me

I froze when the mc stated that the high would sing their congratulatory song.....

Every gaze was on me as they clapped meanwhile i barely was able to keep the smile on while clapping when my members walked to stage..

It was my first time seeing them since i had left. They-had just arrived so i couldnt meet them before the weeding

I should have been on stage with them too...

But... i was no longer a member of the high..

The hardest thing was not my longing for singing, and my guilt for not having the confidence to sing a congratulation song for my sister even though she asked for it but was that everyone was looking to see my reaction.

It was like i still lived in a cctv even after quitting celebrity life

The members looked at me and smiled as they sang in between while they sang for unnie and hangyul
I looked at haruto and my tear dropped 'its hard to watch' i mumbled thinking about all the time i had been called the high's wonyoung.

I never imagined myself watching my members singing infront of me even when i left the group

He wiped my tear and put his hand on my shoulder patting it as i kept on looking seeing the stage with a smile so others wont notice

In front of me was yohan. Obviously he wasnt looking at stage but me. When i looked back at him my heart dropped. He looked so sad and apologetic even though he had no reason to .

It wasnt his fault i left.

His scandal was just one of the many scars during my celebrity life. I guess i just wasnt strong enough to be a celebrity. I wasn't a pro

I smiled at him to state that i was fine with it. I dont hate yohan. I never really did. But am afraid if i dont hate him i will like him again

The stage ended and i clapped like a lunatic.

'If am not a member of the high i can be supporter.' I told myself and grinned when seungwoo oppa looked at me and waved

"Look haruto thats my leader. You know him right? Isnt my team so amazing?" I bragged like a fangirl thinking only haruto heard it but the whole table laughed

"They sure are"Mr kim said with a parental smile. I awkwardly laughed embarrassedly looking at yohan who was shaking his head

"But i think they look cooler without you" haruto said as he raised an eyebrow gaining a punch from me

"But thats the truth. Now they are 7 members. It looks cooler" he pouted which made me glare at him

"Naah you didnt see them performing with her. If only you did you wont think like that" yohan complimented making haruto nod awkwardly

"Arent exes supposed to dislike eachother why is he siding with you? He whispered in my ear to which i flicked my tongue out

"Thats the charm of wonyoung" i winked making him roll his eyes and yohan and jinny chuckle.

I coldly looked at them with an eyebrow raised. Why are they acting like we are friends?

The next stage was hangyul oppa, wonwoo and another friend of them performing a love song. I laughed at they cheesy lines and unmatching dance moves "they got moves" haruto laughed as hangyul danced around minju unnie

I was calmer now. I gained my sense back and truly enjoyed the weeding.

As the performance finished i grabbed haruto's hand and excused ourself to head to my members.

Be fine. Just act like the old days, they were also a your family. You need to face them today or tomorrow. Hwaiting wonyoung
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Author note: Am srsly stuck guys 😂 its like i want wonyoung to have every guy i like 😂 i dont know who i ship her with more (yohan- sihoon- haruto or jihoon) 😤

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