chapter 20. burning house
This is my first time doing a chapter with a song in it so don't judge me
Burning House- Cam
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JJ pov
I had a dream about a burning house
I open my eyes widen open less then a second. I could feel the cold sweat on my body. She was really going to give me a hard time. But now. Just how.
You were stuck inside
I couldn't get you out
How can she turn my dreams into what was so nice. Into nightmares. I could feel my eyes get watery.
I lay beside you and pull you close
And the two of us went up in smoke
I look up at Damian. He sleeps so freely. With no nightmares but a father who could protect him. His arms were still wrap around my waist. But still I don't feel safe.
Love isn't all that seems
I did you wrong
I wish I could tell them. Who my father really is. But I can't even keep a straight face. A truthful mouth. I can't tell the truth because I'm scared. What would he think if I told him. Hey my dad is joker. My face split in two. Even when I smile. It hurts because I'm not happy.
I'll stay here with you
Until this dream is gone
But even if I do tell. He'll probably never look at me the same. He would probably want to leave me. And thus dream would still be a nightmare.
I been sleepwalking
Been wondering all night
I got out of Damian's grip and sit up and look at the ground. I felt a tear slide and drop to the floor. I got up slowly and I walk to the window and open the glass door. And I walk to the end of the railing.
Trying to take what's lost and broke And make it right
I look at the morning night sky. The stars were still our but being attacked by the sunlight as they fade. I look out because my backyard was all nice then forest. The sun barely going threw the trees.
I been sleepwalking
Too close to the fire
The cool air picked at my skin. I look down were the pool was. What happened if I just fell. Fell straight to the pool. I don't think my head would hit it. The pool went from 1 foot to 20 feet, so big pool and deep. But I got the deep side.
But it's the only place that I can hold you tight
In this burning house
I look back at you and to the forest. Both were very still but moves then it wants. The water is a different thing. The water is not calm,or study. It's very loud, angry , dangerous, or dark.
I see you on a party and you look the same
Would you leave me, if I told you.
I could take you back
But people don't really change
Would you still accept me or leave. People really don't change, they'll stay like that forever probably. Or more.
Wish that we could go back in time
I'd be the one you thought to find
Would you evening look for me. If I told you and run away. If I met you sooner would you care.
Love isn't all that it seems
I did you wrong
I wish . . . I . . . I wish . . . I wish I could tell you everything. But you'll probably look at me like a real freak. I held so many secrets and told so many lies.
I'll stay here with you
Till this dream is gone
I'm scared because I might go crazy because of her. And I would leave. Forever. But how.
I've been sleepwalking
Been wondering all night
I put my leg over the bar or railing. And I do the same thing with the other leg. Intill, I was sitting on the railing. I look down to see the clear water and I the blueish, yellowish sky.
Trying to take what's lost and broke
And make it right
But can people fix me. I'm already broken. No one wants a broken toy solider anyways.
I've been sleepwalking
Too close to the fire
There are so many times I walk near the fire. Or play with fire. I just want to feel the water now. No more burns. No more fire.
But it's the only place that I can hold you tight
In this burning house
I look back at you. The son of a powerful man. Son of Bruce Wayne. Son of Batman. But I got a different father.
Daughter of the Clown prince of chaos. Daughter of a manic. Daughter of the Joker.
Flames are getting bigger now
In this burning house
I look at the water continusly. I heard shuffling of blankets. I watch my tear hit the pool. And then the bed made its scritching noise. Then I heard footsteps. I didn't want to look up. So I look down
I can hold on to you somehow
In this burning house
Then I felt a pair of hands to arms around my waist. And a head on my shoulder. I felt a kiss on my shoulder.
"What's the matter",I heard his voice. And he looks down with me. Then in a swift movement he's sitting next to me. With an arm still around me.
Oh and I don't wanna wake up
In this burning house
The water is calm now but I want to jump. He holds my waist closer and tighter. He kisses the top of my head.
He shakes me once more, "What's wrong." He whispers in my ear worry.
And I been sleepwalking
Been wondering all night
I look at Damian and he puts a hand on my face. To wipe away the tears or dried tears.
"I want to jump", I said.
"What", he looked at me dumbfounded.
Trying to take what's lost and broke
And make it right
"Please"
"Why."
"I want to feel the water on my skin", I said truthfully.
I've been sleepwalking
Too close to the fire
He hugs me and I was confuse. Then I felt the air rushing through us. I look up to see the railing. I smile.
But it's the only place that I can hold you tight
I held Damian close. And I close my eyes. Then everything got cold and wet. I felt us go down. I open my eyes and Damian pointed up and I nodded. I smiled. And we swam up.
In this burning house
We come up for air. And I felt tears come down. I look at Damian and I hugged him for dear life. Because I love him. I don't want to lose him.
Even if I'm the,
Daughter of the Joker.
And he's the,
Son of Batman.
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