* tired *

* exhaustion *

* ache *

* hopeful *

* pleased *

 what have you been doing today?

* ache *

* happy *

* content *

don't overwork yourself

i have a feeling that you would do that

make sure you get rest

okay?

* content *

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

soulmate i am officially fluent in Korean

* DISBELIEF *

* SHOCK *

* HAPPY *

yeah

i finished the courses pretty quickly

i picked it up much more easily  after fifth grade

so then i pre-read and skipped a couple of grades

so now i'm in eleventh

* SHOCK *

* AWE *

which i'm kind of happy about

because now i'm not that bored in class

* curious *

class was always boring

i always read the textbook before and i understood it immediately

like

organic chem isn't that hard

calculus is so fucking easy

so the teacher was so surprised

i think she talked it up with the other teachers

and they were shocked about my "accelerated learning curve" or some bullshit

so my mom got me an IQ test

and apparently, i have an IQ of 153

* SHOCK *

* AMAZED *

* ADMIRATION *

you're making me blush again

* pleased *

so my mom moved me up a couple of grades so that i'm "challenged enough"

and it's going good

before i found out that i have to go to college in a year

* curious *

I've been planning on going to Seoul National Uni since sixth

* HAPPY *

* disbelief *

yes 

i really want to meet you

* love *

* hopeful *

* reassured *

wait for me

okay?

* LOVE *

* determined *

i love you soulmate

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

* bitter *

* SPITEFUL *

* FRUSTRATED *

* angry *

* STRESSED *

* IRRITATED *

* disheartened *

* discouraged *

* LONELY *

* YEARNING *

* sad *

soulmate?

* sad *

* LONELY *

* hope *

* eager *

i love you

* LOVE *

* irritated *

* frustrated *

* STRESSED *

i'll be there soon

i'm sorry i can't get there faster

i'm sorry that you feel this

i'm sorry that i can't comfort you

i'm sorry that you're going through whatever you're going through alone

i'm sorry that you have to wait

* apologetic *

* REGRET *

* sad *

* understanding *

* lonely *

* love *

i can't help but blame myself

i can't travel to you

i can't even visit you

i'm sorry that i can't even stand up for myself

* confused *

* CONCERN *

* WORRY *

* CARE *

* LOVE *

* irritated *

i'm sorry that i can't tell you how i really feel

i'm sorry that I've hidden things from you

i'm sorry that i always hide things from you

* hesitant *

* PANIC *

* worry *

* SAD *

* desperate *

it's nothing important, anyway

i don't think any of my problems are important

they're normal ones

everyone goes through them

* DESPERATE *

* SAD *

* CONCERN *

i don't want to burden you

please

* concern *

* sad *

* worry *

* curious *

* desperate *

it's just that

i don't think i'm worth of all this

i don't think i deserve to have a soulmate

i don't think that i deserve to have someone meant for me

especially someone who i know is going to be so so beautiful

* DOUBT *

you are beautiful

i grew up with you in my head

i could feel everything you felt

i cried with you

i laughed with you

i know who you are

i might not know you name

or what you look like

or if you're even interested in girls

but i know that no matter what others might, could, or would say about you

you will walk past them

because you are just that strong

that is who you are

and even if you believe that you might not match up to expectations

i know that you will prove them wrong

you will show them

you will prove that you are you

and nothing can top that

because that is who you are

* LOVE *

* GRATITUDE *

* CARE *

* LOVE *

* sad *

* TOUCHED *

* ADORATION *

* YEARNING *

* LOVE *

* LOVE *

* LOVE *

stop making me cry

i love you soulmate

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

my brother is such a fucking dumbass

what the shit

but i'm so fucking proud

* confused *

so right now

he's around 11

right

so that means he's in sixth grade

right

so at school they were starting to teach him about chemistry and elements and stuff

and the teacher asked him to guess how many elements there were in the periodic table

and he stands up and says

"four"

now before the teacher could speak

he continues and says

"water, earth, fire, air. long ago, the four nations lived together in harmony. then everything changed when the fire nation attacked. only the avatar, the master of all four elements, could stop them. but when the world needed him the most, he vanished."

now the teachers trying to get him to shut up but he continues

"a hundred years have passed and my brother and i have discovered the new avatar, and airbender named aang. and although his airbending skills are great, he still has a lot to learn before he's ready to save anyone. but i believe aang can save the world."

then he sat down

and all the geeks clapped for him

and i gave him a high-five when he came home

i'm so proud of him

* CONFUSED *

* amused *

ah, it's from a TV series.

it's really good

you should watch it

it's called 'Avatar: the last Airbender'

highly recommend

* content *