soulmate

is it okay if someone gets a boyfriend

even though they're not soulmates?

* curious *

* PANIC *

* PANIC *

* HURT *

* ANXIOUS *

* PANIC *

don't worry

it's not me

it's my best friend

she met some new kid

he's in two grades above

and now suddenly she's all like

"he's the one"

i know 'cause we tested it out

he wasn't

anyway and I'm like

"bitch he ain't your soulmate"

"your soulmate is the one meant for you"

but she's not listening

and she thinks that she won't ever find her soulmate

and that even though she hasn't found them

she still wants to be with people

and see what it's like

and that this guy right there

is who she should end up with

soulmate, is she being dumb?

* doubt *

would you do the same?

* PANIC *

* ADAMANT *

it was a genuine question

i wouldn't blame you for dating someone

i don't know who you are

you know who i am

but you don't know how to get to me

you're probably starting to wonder if we'll ever meet

i used to feel that too

sometimes i still do

* concern *

* hope *

* confidence *

* optimistic *

i know

i should be

but

sometimes

i just don't know

i don't know if we'll meet

i don't know if I'll fall in love with someone else

i don't know if you'll fall in love with someone else

i don't know if we'll even like each other

i just don't know

* LOVE *

* SUPPORT *

* HOPE *

* ADORATION *

* TENDERNESS *

* DETERMINATION *

okay okay

i'm blushing now

my mom's going to call me out

* apologetic *

no, it's fine

it's been a while since I've felt like this

* worry *

* concern *

* care *

i will be okay, soulmate

trust me

* trust *

* love *

i love you too

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

soulmate guess what happened

* curious *

i was fucking right

* confused *

remember that guy my friend was dating?

well 

for some reason

they had sex

* disgust *

i know right?

why would you want to have sex with someone?

overrated

and i told her to wait

she went into it way too fast

and now she found out that he just used her

* SHOCK *

* DISGUST *

i know

he's a horrible human

and he's in fucking twelfth grade

what the shit

if i'm like that

slap me

anyway

now my best friend is crying

i don't know what to do

i'm not good at this

i'm good at sarcastic remarks

and teasing

i'm not good at this

* considerate *

* LOVE *

* UNDERSTANDING *

that's good advice

I'll add my own spin to it

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

things ended up going well

more or less

* curious *

i told her that everything would be fine

and that i loved her and that i will support her even if everyone thinks she's a slut

she wasn't really offended

that's just our relationship

then i told her that we were going to stay at my place with ice cream and 'Mean Girls'

then while she was in the bathroom

i started texting everyone in our school about what happened

i'm quoting myself

"so there's this bastard who took advantage of my best friend"

"he used her caring and trusting and hopeful personality and twisted it for his benefit"

"he didn't even try to apologize"

then i gave them his name and roasted his ass

* PANIC *

* CONFUSED *

* WORRY *

it went fine

i got replies in seconds

and they were all like

"ohmygawd really?"

"poor baby"

then they went after his social media 

and started hating on him

then i figured that it got out of hand

and i told them not to hate him

just make him realize that he was being a douche

because no matter how pissed off i was at him

i didn't want people to hate him

he's still human

unless he murdered someone

and laughed about it

like Hannibal Lecter

then yeah

maaaybeee

but i don't want people to hate him

* proud * 

so now he deleted all his social media

and i don't know if his friends are still his friends

i can't wait for school on Monday

* satisfied *

you're right that's what he deserved

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

bff was okay with it

* confused *

about me telling everyone

since i really didn't specify what he did

but it was implied anyway

but everyone in our grade is really nice anyway

she was okay with it

especially since she got to kick him in the balls

poor fool

i wonder if he's going to be able to have kids

* amused *

⋘ ──── ∗ ⋅◈⋅ ∗ ──── ⋙

* HAPPY *

* EXCITED *

* NERVOUS *

* ECSTATIC *

* GIDDY *

* PANIC *

* ANXIOUS *

* PROUD *

WHAT'S UP?

* HAPPY *

SOMETHING GOOD?

* HAPPY *

OF COURSE SOMETHING GOOD

I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS

BUT I'M HAPPY FOR YOU

IT'S GOT TO BE GOOD IF YOU'RE THIS HAPPY

* GRATEFUL *

* LOVE *

* DETERMINATION *

I LOVE YOU TOO

YOU GO DO WHATEVER YOU NEED TO

I BELIEVE IN YOU

* LOVE *

* ADORATION *

* FOND *

I'M BLUSHING STOP

* HAPPY *