Y/n's pov

Flashback

"Go on baby you can do it " my father says passing me a small dagger and pointing at the unconscious man layed on the floor

God I can't even remember his name

"Are you sure pápa?" I ask inspecting the dagger that layed in my hands

"Go on baby girl, you can train to be just like me and help on my special missions " my father smiled warmly at me

I took a deep breaths and walked towards the unmoving man

I raised the dagger just above the man's and looked back at my father who gave me an encouraging smile

I plunged the dagger straight into the man's chest

His eyes flash open as tears came to his eyes and blood flowed from his mouth

The man gave me one last look of fear and desperation before coughing his last

I looked at my blood covered hands and looked up at my pápa, except he wasn't looking at me he was staring at a little boy about my age

My father took my small blood covered hand and placed his own finger to his lips in a signal for the boy to stay quiet

My pápa led me away from the teary boy and his dead father

That was my first ever kill, It was my 11th birthday

Back to reality

That was my first interaction with Xander

I wasn't aware of how much me and that young boy would clash

And now im going against him for what I hope to be the last time

I watch as Xander pulls out a gun

Really Xander is gonna play like this?

I watch as he smiles and cocks it, I can see Washingtons body going rigid as he pretends to admire the night sky

I pull out my own gun and slowly move behind Xander until I'm only a few inches away from him

When suddenly Xander turns his gun pressed against my stomache

"Don't know about you but I'm having a bit of deja vu " Xander smiles maliciously

I'm aware that Xander would shoot if given a reason

He smiles as his hand clenches the gun tighter

I was silent, I wasn't going to give him the satisfaction of hearing me beg for my life

"Get down on your knees " he commands placing the gun to my head

Still I say silent

"Get on your knees or I shoot everyone, Washington , your brother , Mulligan , Johnny , Lafayette " he says as I realise something

He was never here for Washington .....

He'd come for me ....

I give in and climb to my knees

Except when I do so I can feel something cold pinch my skin

It took me a moment before I recognized what it was , it was the dagger .

I slowly scratch my neck and unclip it without Xander seeing so

I hide it in my arm, guess it's a case of like father like son

"Put your head up, I want to see your face, I want you to know it was me who killed you " he smirks as I put my head up the barrel of the gun fixed firmly to my temple

Suddenly I fire myself forward I hear the tear of clothing and the bang of the gun

Ohh la la am I going to kill you

Find out soon enough

So this is a goodbye from your smexy goodlooking fabulousssss author

Astrid Star xoxoxoxo

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