Hey there I am Ashlen.
I see that no one may read this but if you are reading this welcome to my world...
Well it isn't the best but I manage.
Well it is monday Feb, 2 at the time 2:55 PM. I play basketball after school.
I used to be a shy, loner girl so I have a change I did id that I will try new things to give me confidence.

Anyways to the main reason is that today I have a game in basketball. I always practice but ever since my teammates don't talk to me I became a loner there too...
I am a big talker when I am with the people I am comfortable with and my family. I show my real self free and happy. While at school I am caged from being myself. I have trouble with depression, loneliness, Hatred to myself, and my appearance...
I want a friend or someone to talk too. I feel so judged everyday. Can anyone give me advice or have related experiences too.
I don't know why but I will tell you this I am in a stall in my schools gym while the others are in the gym practicing.

Right now all the basketball players are bing called right now...
Should I go.... Or.... Not?...