Why Are Wolves So Important To Me?
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Wolves are exquisite, enchanted animals. They are beautiful by nature, fierce, and their song of howls can bring a tear to your eye.
I have always been captivated by wolves, having learned so much about them since I was a young child. I am enthusiastic about spreading awareness of them as well as sharing my story of being closely connected to them.
Connected to them how?
Well to put this in simple comprehension, I have always felt a deep connection to wolves. As if I could understand them like no one else, felt very much like a wolf at times, and would act out/mock out the behavior wolves would show.
But why do wolves hold such significance for me? Because I personally believe I am one of them, in addition to me wanting to learn more about them and about myself and why I feel so connected to such an animal.
So it's highly important to me that I know as much as I can because people occasionally have a tendency to say things they are not. It is very vital to me that I know as much as I can about wolves in general and as much as I can about who I am as a therian. And for people to fabricate lies saying they "are" a wolf, when it may be clear they are not does aggravate me only because I'm someone that likes to get as close as I can to "resembling" myself to a wolf. While other people more so associate themselves with the make-believe werewolf type wolf breed not knowing that that's a made up character and not how actual wolves act.
Being a therian, a wolf therian, we try to act like the wolf as much as we can. We do not act like werewolves or think along those lines. We literally try to act as closely as we can to the real animal. Not some made-up character people made for supernatural genres.
That's why I therefore enjoy writing books that describe the characteristics of wolves, the significance of my understanding of them in order to closely resemble one, the spiritual connection I have to them, and the tale of how I discovered I was a therian.
It's interesting to me to reflect back on these memories. Piecing together the puzzle pieces that I have struggled over for many years. Trying to figure out why I feel so connected to wolves, why I felt like I was feeling body parts that aren't there, why I mocked/acted out like a wolf when I was a child, and so much more.
But now that I have discovered the therian community it made more sense to what I was feeling and helped me be closer to my wolf theriotype.
When I began to look further within myself, I discovered that I'm a spiritual therian. I consider myself a spiritual therian upon this discovery. In other words, I firmly think that before I became human, I was a wolf in a previous life.
Thus, in a sense, I do think in the concept of animal to human and human to animal reincarnation.
And with this deep knowledge of who I am comes along with this belief. That is to say, if I had been a wolf in a previous life, my soul or spirit would have carried over to my human form when my wolf body passed away and moved on.
When my wolf soul moved on, it became human and now I am in a human body, not pleased at all with who I am. As my wolf soul is forced to be silenced so I could act human and function with human society.
But thankfully people have made communities where people feel they are not fully human or belong fully with the human soul. That feels like there is more to themselves than the eye meets.
So I believe that I was reincarnated. Why a human? I do not know. Maybe animals become humans and humans can become animals when we pass on and be re-born.
This is the reason I have a profound attachment for wolves: I genuinely think that I was one in another life. And upon this I discovered that I don't like being human most of the time. Furthermore, I find it difficult to acknowledge that I am a human at times and need to act human at appropriate times. Thus, I detest being human, but in addition to that I am a spiritual therian. I would be far happier acting like a wolf and doing wolf things than doing human things like going to work, paying bills, taking care of a car, etc.
I therefore made the decision to write this book, which details my connection to wolves, my relationship with them, how I learned I was a therian, some of the difficulties I had faced because of individuals who did not accept me for who I am, and much more.
So I hope you will embark with me on this journey in getting a better understanding of who I am and why I hold wolves so dear to my heart.
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