the night is gentle, still, but almost overwhelming in its tranquillity.

taehyung is never a person of silence, it radiates a disquieting atmosphere that always gets him on nerves, puts his guts in a state of agitation. but seokjin loves this; he loves the night, its serenity, its soft humming blending with their breath, and taehyung's soft voice whispering every loving words that are insufficient when it comes to translating his feeling.

"i'm sorry," taehyung doesn't realize that his voice is shaking as he holds seokjin's skinny hands. he kisses seokjin's knuckles, lips covering skin, transferring as much love as the other can handle.

but seokjin doesn't reply. taehyung's words hanging in the air between them and taehyung can see seokjin slowly turning his head out of his peripheral vision, staring at the moon. the window's open, and the chill of the night is pouring into the room.

"it's your fault" that's all seokjin can say.

tears take the place of the strangled sobs taehyung forces his vocal chord to hold in. his deprived arms want to hold seokjin, an i love you starts to bubble in his throat but his lips is locked, feeling like somewhere along the tears, broken hearts, guiltiness, a thickwall of invisibility has started to block taehyung from seokjin.

"please don't ever leave me."

"then why did you do that to me ?" seokjin suddenly sneers, his voice sounds cold and strange, and his face is almost skeletal in glow of the moon. "to us ?" taehyung's heart drops into the vicinity of his stomach, and everything flashes right before his eyes. his mind stops wandering, pinpointing a certain scenery in his overlapped reminisceneces.

headlight, engines groaning beneath them, dust covered path, pain overlapping pain, wisps of thick red soaking their fingers.

they felt too fast, and crashed too hard.