"Storms Make Trees Take Deeper Roots"
Time skip to one month later...
Onodera's Point of View
Another month has passed, I am now five months pregnant. Even after two months of not speaking with my mother, I still haven't heard anything from her or at least she hasn't tried to contact me. I mean, then again, I haven't even tried to get in touch with her either. Why would I even try to? She said very horrendous things. She called me out for being a homosexual (Which there is absolutely no problem with. It's the twenty-first century for crying out loud!), disowned me, and worst of all... told me that I should kill the baby. I could never forgive my mother for saying such a gruesome thing. Never in my entire life, I would've seen my mother gets so angry that she would think of murder as an option.
I could never look at my mother the same way ever again, even if she does decide to apologize (I highly doubt it though). I'm hoping that my dad decides to divorce her soon. I know that he's unhappy, especially after hearing his story from when he was fifteen. I also don't want my child knowing that such a terrible woman like her exists. No, I don't mean kill her, I meant never seeing or contacting her. I'm sure if my mother ever met my child one day, she would treat him/her like total shit. I will make sure my child is protected from people like my mother.
I can't say that my mother was an ordinary, caring person. She would always be having a mini tantrum whenever she doesn't get what she wants like a five-year old and I find that very outrageous. If I were my dad, I would've tried to get out of leaving this horrible "relationship", believe me, I tried to do the same thing when my mother told me that my fiancée would be An-chan.
I have nothing against her, but I just don't see her that way. At least, An-chan is kind and understanding unlike my mother. I remember that she told me that she didn't care which gender I was with as long as I was happy. I'm very glad to hear that from her, even though I broke her heart. I just hope for the best for her.
Takano's Point of View
Sometimes, I wonder what goes on inside Ritsu's head. He's been through so much these past five months. The symptoms of pregnancy, the whole deal with his bitch-ass mother, and lots of anxiety. Not only anxiety and stress is bad for his own health, but the baby's too. It's also not just the past couple of months Ritsu has been through, but the past year too. He has been kidnapped two times and injured greatly by an asshole once known as Haitani. I almost lost him during those times, the thought of that makes my heart ache. However, it's almost as if Ritsu forgot that all of it happened, he's never really mentioned anything about it since our honeymoon. I don't know if he's completely over it, but mentioning that will probably trigger him and that's the last thing I want to do.
The whole incident with Haitani was very traumatizing for him (and for me, in a way), but he's been so focused on our soon-to-be baby, that he forgot about it which makes me really happy. Happiness is all I ever wish for Ritsu and my child, there's nothing more important to me than that. Ritsu may be stubborn and a bit weak sometimes, but he's stronger than he appears. After a lot of physical and emotional pain, he always gets right back up. It's as if he could get struck by lightning and he would walk away as if nothing happened.
That's the Ritsu I know and love. This whole time I've been with him, he still never fails to amaze me.
Hey, my lovely readers! I hope you guys like this chapter, sorry if it's too short. I'm trying my best. The quote for the title of this chapter is not mine and belongs to Dolly Parton. I hope you guys will enjoy it. Also, I wanted to make sure this chapter was finished before my birthday tomorrow (February 23). See you in the next chapter~! Bye~! -VinciblePine95
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