Do you have any idea what's it like trying not to break down and cry in front of everyone..?

Like its not easy... It's one of the world's most difficult thing to do...

Like you've been told.. " Don't bottle up your emotions."

But you do.. You feel all your emotions to try and come out. But you don't let it..

But doing that comes with a cost... 

Feeling numb..

You know.. feeling empty.. lost...

Just that feeling where your at the point of being numb...

Just being empty is the scariest thing in the world...

Some people just hurt themselves to feel something.. 

Yet others are to scared to so they just live feeling numb..

The saddest part..

Is that..

It's so hard to feel something again..

It's just...

So hard..