The next day Jessica went over to Sarah's.

"So how are things going with you and Daniel?"

"Really great but.."

"Uh oh.  What?"

"Well last night we went back to my house and.."

"Oooh!" Sarah smirks.

"No!  Nothing happened!"

"Awe."

"We were kissing and everything was great, until he unhooked my bra...

When that happened, it was like I was suddenly very aware of where it was leading, and.. I couldn't do it.

Sarah, I'm falling in love with Danny so quickly, but.. I feel like I'm cheating on Sam..

How do I let myself fall in love with one man when I'm still in love with another?  I can't let him go?"

"Jessica, I know it's hard, but Sam is gone. He's not here anymore and he wants you to be happy. If Daniel makes you happy, then take it as a sign from Sam. Go for it! Sam sent you this amazing man to make you happy because he was no longer able to be here with you.

You know what else?  It'll be hard, but I think what you need to do is change up your room. Redecorate the house. It's too much like the way it was when it was yours and Sam's. I'm not saying completely change it and get rid of all of Sam's things, but I think you need somewhat of a fresh start."

"Yeah.. I get what you're saying."

"And Jess.. If you love him.. Tell him."

Jessica nods her head and looks down.

"Another thing I'm afraid of is my body.. I've had four babies!  That's a lot!"

"So?"

"Sarah, Daniel has such a nice and toned body!" Jessica whines.  With Sam, he knew my body, I was all he ever knew.. It was all so comfortable, I never worried about it."

"Because you have a great body!  And you still do after Grayson."

Jessica doesn't say anything and Sarah says, "You have to learn to love yourself, Jess.  You're so beautiful and look great after having four kids!"

"Thanks." Jessica gives her a small smile.

"Sarah.."

"What?"

"Do you realize that Danny is the second man I'll ever have sex with?  What if I've been doing it wrong?!"

"Jessica!" Sarah can't help but laugh.

"Well!  Sam and I were fourteen and stupid!  And we've only ever with each other.  What if we were doing it wrong?"

"You have four kids together, I think you got it right."

"I guess!  Plus it's been over two years since I've had sex!  Last time I had sex, I made a baby!  What if it hurts?  What I can't do it anymore?!"

"Jessica!"

"Oh but I miss it!  Sarah I'm so horny, I can't take it anymore!  I just want a good orgasm."

"Jessica."

"I mean, a Gooood Oh god fuck me orgasm."

"Heh!  I think you're ready." Sarah smiles.

"Yeah!  Yeah, I am!  Come on, Grayson!  We're gonna go buy mommy new a new comforter!"

***

Jessica went shopping and bought a new bedspread, and a few other things to change the look up in her room.

"How about this one? Is this one nice, Gray?"

"Yeah!"

"Heh! Okay, then the purple one it is!"

When she got home, she took everything off of the bed, and folded it. She placed it in her closet and started taking her new things out.

Once she was finished, she sat Grayson down in the center.

"You like it, buddy?" She giggles.

Grayson looks around and smiles.

"Grayson approved!" Jessica gives him a thumbs up and he mimics her, making her laugh.

***

Jessica spent some more time redecorating the house a bit.

When the weekend came, Michael went to a friend's house, and Jessica took Grayson to George's house.

"How's my little George doing?"

Jessica laughs and Grayson grabs his face.

"George sniffs and says, "Jessica.. Grayson wants you." He holds him in front of Jessica.

"He wants me?  And since when do you call him by his first name?"

"When he's happy and it's playtime, his name is George.  When he's stinky then his name is Grayson and he goes back to mommy."

Jessica laughs and takes him to change his diaper.

"Come here, smelly boy!"

***

Later on during Daniel and Jessica's date.

Daniel took her to a movie, then to dinner.

"I can't believe the boys will be home in two weeks! I'm so nervous to tell them about us."

"I'm nervous too! What if they end up hating me?"

"Oh they won't hate you! Samuel might be hard on you.. Well James might be too. He's a total mama's boy."

"Really?"

"Yeah." Jessica chuckles at his nervousness.

"Danny, it'll be okay! As long as mama's happy, then they should be okay."

Daniel smiles and takes her hand in his.

He kisses the back of it, and Jessica smiles softly.

"Jessica."

"What?" She says in a very relaxed tone.

"..I love you."

Jessica smiles and bites her bottom lip.

"I love you too."

"You do?" Daniel smiles.

His and Jessica's face was just inches apart.

"Yeah!" Jessica laughs and places her hand around his the back of his neck.

"So we both love each other?"

"I guess so!" She laughs.

"Well that's good!"

"You're such a dweeb! She chuckles and kisses his lips.

***

They head back to the house, and Jessica pours them each a glass of wine.

She kicks her heels off and slowly walks to the stairs

"Danny, why don't we go up to my room? It's more comfortable up there." She smiles softly.

"Are you sure?" He asks shocked.

"Mhm." She nods.

"Okay." Danny smiles.

Jessica holds her hand out for him and he follows her upstairs.

He quickly downs the rest of his wine and Jessica just takes tiny sips.

"This is a nice room." He says looking around.

"Thanks." She says shutting the door.

Daniel was nervous, and Jessica felt as though her heart was going to beat right out of her chest.

Their palms were sweaty and they suddenly felt like two teenagers again.

Jessica sipped her wine, and sat it down on the nightstand.

"She sat down on the foot of the bed, and softly pated next to her.

Daniel sat down and she touched his chest softly.

She leaned in close so he felt her hot air on him.

Jessica kisses his lips softly and gently broke away.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" Daniel holds her hand.

Jessica gives him a small smile and nods her head.

They continue the kiss and Jessica unbuttons his shirt.

She kisses his neck, and all the way down his bare chest, then sits on his lap so he can unzip her dress.

Daniel holds her and makes his way to her neck.

He kisses and sucks on her delicate skin.

Jessica starts circling her butt in circles and feels him start to grow.

"Ooh someone's happy." She turns her head and smiles at him.

He chuckles into her neck, making her giggle.

Danny grabs the top of her dress and slides it off her shoulders.

He kisses her shoulder and takes in her scent.

Jessica stands up and Daniel tugs her dress down her butt.

He smiles and Jessica quickly turns around.

He wraps his arms around her and pulls her to him.

He softly kisses her stomach and she plays with his hair.

Daniel slides his fingers under her black lace thong and pulls it off.

He stands up and they share a passionate kiss.

Jessica pulls his shirt off his muscular body, then softly touches his chest and smiles.

"You're so strong!"

He chuckles and kisses her again as he takes her bra off.

"My body.. My.. My body.." Jessica tries to speak but Daniel keeps kissing her.

"Danny, wait!" She pushes him away.

"What's wrong?"

Jessica swallows hard and says, "My body.. I've had four kids.." She says with a sad face.

Danny smiles and picks her up. 

He gently lays her on the bed, and touches her lips softly with his thumb, before he kisses them.

"Your body is beautiful.. You are beautiful.

The fact that you've grown four babies in this little body of yours, makes you even more beautiful."

Jessica smiles and Daniel kisses her stomach.

"Oh Daniel Huston.. Thank you for coming into my life." She smiles and softly caresses her thumb on his cheek.

"Jessica Shepard.. Thank you for coming into mine."

Danny kisses down her stomach, to her pubic bone.

She lifts her legs and he holds onto her thighs.

"What is this?  You have a tattoo?!" Daniel smiles with wide eyes.

"Yeah!" She giggles and covers her face.

"That's really hot!"

"Thanks!" She laughs.

Danny brings his face to her center and circles his tongue on her clit.

It's been so long, so Jessica is super sensitive. 

He applies more pressure and she presses down on his head.

"Oh god.." She whispers loudly.

Jessica was dripping wet for Danny, so he slowly slid in one finger and started to make a come here motion.

The way Jessica's back arched, and her hold on him tightened, told Daniel that he had found her sweet spot.

"Oh yeah, right there!"

He sucks on her and sticks in a second finger.

"Oh my gosh!" Jessica giggles.

She lifts up her hips and squeezes his hair in her hands.

"Ah!  Oh my god, oh my god!  Ah!" Jessica giggles.

Danny looks at her and Jessica continues giggling.

"That felt so good!"

"Good!" He chuckles and pats her thigh.

He lays his body on Jessica's and buries his face in her neck.

She rubs his back and rests her eyes.

"Mmm.." She moans.

Daniel sits up and rubs himself in his hand while lifting one of her legs for her other one to follow.

"Danny, wait!" Jessica quickly puts her hand on her center.

"What?"

"Go slow and give me time to adjust.. It's been a while."

"Of course, baby."

Jessica smiles cutely and moves her hand.

"Proceed!"

Daniel laughs spreads her legs wider.

He enters her slowly and watches the expression on Jessica's face to make sure he's not hurting her.

"You okay?"

"Yeah, keep going."

Danny finally fills her and Jessica relaxes her muscles around him.

He leans forward on his forearms and kisses her lips as he give her time to adjust.

"Mmm.. Okay.. I'm ready." Jessica slowly moves her hips singling for Danny to start.

He first went slow, and gradually sped up.

It had been so long since Jessica had penetration, and it didn't take long for her to reach her climax.

Jessica held onto Danny tightly as he grunted into her.

"Oh!  Oh god!  Ah!  Fuck Daniel!"

He goes faster and Jessica claws at his back.

"Ahh!  Ohhhhh!  OH MY GOD!!!" Jessica's body shook and she moaned loudly.

Danny breathes heavy, and holds out until Jessica finishes.  He wanted her to enjoy every minute of it, he wanted her orgasm to lift her up and take her away from everything.

Her muscles contracted around him, and it was becoming impossible for Danny to hold back any longer.

Her quickly pulled out of her just in time and came all over her belly.

They both moaned and breathed heavily.

Danny laid next to her and Jessica cuddled him.

She laid on his chest, and traced tiny circles on him with her finger.

"That was so amazing."

"I know.." Jessica says sounding very satisfied.

He kisses her head and says, "Now about that tattoo.."

Jessica looks up to him and laughs.

"It's very sexy!"

"Thanks.  I got it on my honeymoon."

"I never would have expected that you had one.. Especially there!" He lifts his eyebrows.

"Haha!  Really?"

"Yeah!"

Jessica chuckles and lays her head back down on him.

"Oh goodness, that was amazing." Jessica says taking a deep breath.

"I haven't had a first time in almost twenty years!  Damn I'm old!"

"You're not old, Jessica!" Danny laughs.

"Well I guess not.. But still, twenty years!  That means my babies are almost nineteen years old!  Oh my heart!"

"You're such a good mama, little missy." He pats her arm and kisses the top of her head.

"Well thank you!" She smiles.