I could be dead. But I'm not cause of this update.

However you wouldn't be able to tell otherwise unless you have me on other social media. Like IG or skype (aka the only things im on besides Snap)

I'm horrible. Well kinda. I haven't updated anything exept for drafts I'm working on that no one knows about but thats coming along slowly.

I've been having a lot of physiological problems lately but I've leveled them off for now. Writing isn't easy right now and I honestly don't have much time for it but I try.

Yup. Thats about it. All I do all day is got to school and I don't get home till six pm. So yeah I wake up at 6 am eveyday and I don't get home till 6pm every night. Then I eat, stuggle to do Hw, goof off on social media, cry, then pass out around 10:30/11

Not fun but I deal.

Anyway, holidays are coming up. My fav just past. Halloween 💖 I was a black cat. My sister was a prisoner that got beat up.

But Thanksgiving is just around the corner and I'm happy because I can say all the tjings I'm thankful for.

I'm thankful that I made it this long. I'll be 18 in a couple weeks. I'm thankful that I still have my mother after a long year of death scares. I'm thankful that most of my family is healthy. I'm thankful that things aren't 100% shit and that it could be so much worse. I'm thankful for the oven we just got for free because we havent had an oven for months.

I'm thankful to be here today. Thats most important because you never know when your days will come to an end so be greatful for everyday you live.

As for Christmas. I was sitting on my couch last night and a commercial came on for Toys R Us and my mom was like:
Mom: Man that was so much easier
Me: what?
Mom: when you were kids all I had to get were toys and you were happy.

So I got off the couch and started rocking back and forth like a kid and I pitched my voice higher like one too and said:
I want a truck. And a Barbie. And a new bear. And I want stickers and um oh I want a bright brand new shiny fire truck with a working horn!

I am like 5 what. ╮(╯▽╰)╭
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Oh well. Sue me.
I like Christmas because people give me clothes and I can be with extended family for a few days and then be antisocial for the rest of the year! Woo! Ahahahahahahajajahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha

Kill me