THEY/THEM PRONOUNS

I'M SORRY, BUT PLEASE DON'T HURT ME, DEATH, ANGST, AND BLOOD WARNING!

Requested by: Gentensavage4life and AndreaBaier

Prompt: (You can do whatever u want for Thomas x reader.)

I used Google's random number generator with the list I found randomly (YES I'M AWARE IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE USED FOR BTS BUT IT WAS THE ONLY ONE I COULD FIND) These were the prompt words/feelings I had to include

Heartbreak

Soulmates

Last chance

Regret

(Oh boy...)

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Thomas' POV

I was packing my bags getting ready to head off to school, I started to walk my normal routine to the bus stop, my legs ached, It was a long way there,

Oh hey, Y/n is already there!

I started to walk faster and I almost tripped from a puddle, Thank goodness I didn't, That would just be embarrassing, Very embarrassing since I may or may not have a crush on them...I feel my cheeks tensing up,

'Alright, Thomas, Just keep walking' My inner voice told me, Ok inner voice!

I finally made it to the bus stop without tripping.

"Hey Y/n!"

"Oh, Hi Thomas" They pulled out one of her earbuds, Yeah, Y/n is Nongender specific, they told me and taught me about it and I was fascinated, I'm glad that they have found out who they are, it's very cool!

"What time is it?" I asked them, they took out their music player and showed me that it was 8:30 AM. They were also listening to B/n (Band name)

The bus came to a stop and They got on first I followed behind and some other kids followed late. They sat near the back in the window seat and I sat next to them.

"Hey, Can I listen to your music?"

"Uh, Sure" They smiled and gave me the right earbud,

Y/n's POV

Thomas was sitting next to me, I didn't think much of it since the majority of my thoughts were just, deep thoughts that cause me to think...deeply, there isn't really a proper way of explaining it. It's Friday the 13th today which also gives me paranoia, What if I or even Thomas dies tonight?

It's a possibility, He or I could be kidnapped, Murdered, jump scared, stabbed, I don't know.

The lyrics flew past my head, I didn't hear anything but my thoughts...

"Y-n?" "Y-n?" "Y-n!?"

"Huh? What, Sorry"

"Hey, hey, It's alright," He patted me on the back, "We're here, it's alright" He continued, It wasn't alright...

Thomas was my best friend, my only friend, um...I only told him that I didn't like being called a Girl/boy and I explained what Nongender specific was to him and how I liked They/them better, he seemed fascinated, which you can't always tell if it's a good or bad thing, but he said he was happy about coming out to him, I guess, He did promise me that he won't tell anyone, So I guess that's alright, probably the only thing alright,

I was still playing my music in my left ear quietly as I put my hood back on, walking into the school building,

The only times I get to see Thomas this year was at recess, before school on the bus, and after school, we were in the same class last year but, not this year...

Not much happened at school, I was just lonely for all of the classes, I see my peers and the other students around talking during class, with their friends, occasionally laughing, and smiling, That happiness I haven't felt in a long time...

School day had finally ended and I pack my stuff and rush out the door, as quick as I could, it hurt but I couldn't do anything else, I walked to the school bus stop and waited there, plugging in my earbuds listening to my music that no one else cares about, I waited for a long time since it was late, Busses are always late so I didn't expect much, Thomas was boarding the bus right behind me so he can sit next to me again, I still don't suspect anything, He might just be here for pity, because he knows I don't have any friends...I sighed and continued to zone out,

Soon after, I was being shaken back to reality by him, We got off the bus and started walking together,

"So, uh, How was your day?" I asked, trying to spark up a conversation,

"It was good, how about you?" We started walking on the path we usually take, that normally had no one there,

It was horrible, It was horrible, It was horrible...

"It's alright I guess," I lied, It was horrible...

We were listening to music when I thought I heard rustling in the bushes, once again I thought nothing of it,

"So, uh Y/n-"

"Ack!" My screams cut off his sentence-

Thomas' POV

SOMEONE JUST STABBED Y/N HOLY HECK WHAT DO I DO!?

Stay calm...

HOW CAN HE STAY CALM!? HIS FRIEND JUST GOT STABBED!

Morals, please, you're not helping him...

"Y/N!" I found a small blade on the ground (From Y/n pocket, but he doesn't know) and used it to stab the person, the guy ran away but he was wearing all black, I don't own a phone, What can I do!?

"Y/n! No!!" I saw all the blood, I was useless in helping, No one was around us, no help to call, they were dying!!

Y/N NOOO!!! SEND HELP! I heard loud sobs...

I started sobbing, I held her hand as it slowly went cold, cold as the air around us

I screamed, My screams were the loudest I have ever made or even heard...

My sobs were the only thing left of me...

I didn't get to tell them...About how much I loved them...

I heard someone running, Then I heard someone dialing a phone...I couldn't see anything, I was just crying,

WHAT'S HAPPENING!?

Seems like paramedics... I heard even more cries, and some I didn't recognize

Logic, Y-you're Crying, Someone gasped while even more tears, cries, pain, and Heartbreak flooded my head, I couldn't think properly, everything, every emotion felt, numb

I couldn't handle anything anymore at this point, I looked up and saw blood, there was blood, everywhere, and adults...Adults, they'll know what to do, Some of them took Y/n away and a Policeman came over to talk to me,

He talked with me things that I don't remember...He drove me home that night, I couldn't stop hugging my mom and dad. The policeman told them what happened, and why I was missing, I was still crying...

That night, I barely slept...

I was just thinking, Y/n says they always think, maybe this was why they always had tears on the brim of their eyes.

That was my last chance...to ever see, speak, or comfort them ever...

We could've become soulmates if only I had told them how I felt, how they weren't as worthless as they keep thinking they were...

I wanted to be there for them, but I was too late...

Regret. Regret and Guilt was all I felt, Was this what Y/n felt all the time?

We could've gone a different path! Somewhere with people so they wouldn't have gone...Away...

I miss them...

I can't ever forget them...How? It'll be cruel and horrible to forget them, I cried more into my pillow,

'I'm sorry...' A new voice in my head, I never heard this voice before...

'W-welcome home...' I could hear my voice smile, how was that possible? Tears still ran down my face...

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I would let you guys theorize about this but, I want to just tell you...

In the end, you become Virgil...So yeah, That's all I'll tell you...

I apologize for how long this took me to write. This was in my drafts since I started writing this book in August I think, so I'm sorry for that,

Please, tell me how I did.

Thanks again to Gentensavage4life for requesting a Thomas X Reader!

Thanks again to AndreaBaier for requesting the Thomas X Oblivious Reader!

So yeah, I was feeling horrible today so I thought what a good opportunity to write (?) Happy Friday 13th Btw (Oct 2017)

Thanks for reading, Anyways,

See Ya!

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The next few days were torture...I sat at the back of the classroom and my teachers tried to help me, heck even my principle tried speaking with me, nothing helped,

Soon once I graduated, I started therapy after years of not wanting to, because a small voice told me to...

'Please Thomas, Be happy again'