Shitty af

The only good thing was that I brought some new clothes but apart from that the rest of the day was shit

Most of my bffs are depressed, I have to deal with mine and there problems

I can't handle this

2 of them have anxiety and that makes it cocking worse

It's just so bad

I'm not surprised if I have a problem but my parents wouldn't do anything about it anyway...

My friends just feel that nobody cares I just can't handle this anymore

It's just so bloody stupid I'm such a mistake

I was probably made my accident

I hate everything about myself
Constantly judging myself
And thinking about how I look

I can't handle this

I spoke to childline once in a chat room thingy but they aren't rlly that helpful at all idk what to do

I try my best to make my friends happy but they ignore all of my advice

I feel like I always have to keep them happy otherwise they will hate me