The Jealous Wife
As soon as I see someone else getting close to you....i get jealous!
And if you get Jealous then of course, you are falling for him!
How hard can it be to admit, Damn it!
Jhilmil's pov
Oh God! What have I got myself into...i am so confused!
Why do i always act like a scared chicken? One part of me wants to welcome him and the other part is scared...!
But still keeping aside my fears, I decided to show him my gratitude...i wanted to show him that I am thankful to him for saving me...i wanted to express that I want to open up to him...i wanted to tell him that I am ready to trust him....everything was going just fine...i felt that he also acknowledged my efforts...but then...he switched his mood again...he suddenly wanted to get close to me...i tried...i swear I tried...i even tried not to feel disgusted by his kisses...i knew he was punishing me for my deeds and I accepted his punishment...but how can I accept his advances when he is not ready to accept my feelings...i told him that I am yet not ready for such intimacy but he just doesn't understand...and I again voiced out my feelings...but he told me straight away that he wants my submission...then he left me....again..on my own.... Just like that...!
I don't know how to convey my feelings to him....just when I began to realise...that he has become an important part of my life....he again decides to show his dominating side....and he walked out on me!
Anyways, I again did not see him that night! Then, I thought to let myself sleep over it!
Next day, I woke up to empty bed like I had guessed.
I sighed and went to complete my daily necessities. Later, I came down to prepare breakfast for everyone....but I saw every staff running in haste.
Mom was also instructing some of the men to decor the entire house...she looked exceptionally chirpy....and I was standing there clueless...what was happening around me...i went to mom and asked - Um... Mom what should I make for breakfast!
She said - Ah, Don't you worry! I will make today's breakfast....after many days my kids are home!
Can't believe I am going to meet her after 3 long years!
And Jhilmil, stay at home today, I want you to meet someone very special!
Siddharth has gone to get her! So, you also get ready!
I nodded!
Wait! HER??? Who is that someone special that mom is excited to meet? And why Siddharth has gone to get her!?! Usually a driver would pick up the guests! May be some relative is coming...yeah!
I don't know why but I didn't feel good about this "someone special "...or may be I am thinking too much!
So, I shrugged those feelings away and quickly changed into a nice yellow printed saree.
I was combining my hair when I heard mom squealed - Oh My God! You are Here! Look at you, all grown up!
You look beautiful beta!
Grown up...Beautiful....Beta!?!
What's happening?
Who is this person?
Why my heart is having disturbed beats!?!
I took a deep breath and thought-
Focus Jhilmil!
Your main focus has to be on your Husband, now that we have a guest, he cn not avoid me....and this time, I would let him go! He has to listen to me!
I quickly finished my work and almost impatienly, walked down the stairs but my legs gave up looking at the scene in front of me!
Raghvendra was in the arms of another woman! And a very beautiful woman for a fact!
She was clinging onto him as if her life depended on him...her arms were clutching his neck.....Forget the arms...she was strangling him...her long shinning arms were around his neck and her legs on his waist!
What the hell is happening here?
My tears threatened to fall out but I controlled myself, may be I was seeing things wrongly!
She said something in his ears and he laughed twirling her and said - I missed you too "Jaan"!
And there, I felt a cruel twist in my heart!
Why is this happening to me? How could he allow a woman to hold him like that.... For heavens sake, he is married!
Soon, my gloomy mood switched to Anger and Jealousy!
I will not tolerate this nonsense....first he forced me to marry him....then he wanted his rights on me...and now he ignored me and here, he is clinging to another woman!
He is really Arrogant! So full of Himself!
But I would not tolerate his mood swings...even I am a human... With feelings!
- Oh feelings! What exactly are your feelings right now jhilmil?
- I don't know! May be I am Angry!
Angry as in...how dare he insult our marriage vows!
- Or, Are you jealous...?
- Why Would I be jealous?
- Because may be you are falling for him!
- Oh! Just Shut up!
Let me deal with my arrogant Husband first!
I walked confidently towards them, and stood almost in front of them so that they could notice my presence.
That woman who seemed a little elder to me...saw me and frowned! She checked me from head to toe and raised an eye brow.
She asked - Who is She, R?
Raghvendra stiffened and put her down and looked at me as I was standing at his back.
He eyed me with a foreign expression and said - I married Her!
" I married Her" That's it? That's who I am to him! What happened to his "My Rose"? Is he trying to ignore me in front of her?
My thoughts halted when I heard that woman gasp - No Way! You married her? When? Why did not any one of you tell me? And R, how could you do this...
And I swear she wanted to say something else too but she was interrupted by Siddharth. He said - It's a long story Jaanvi! We will talk about this later!
So, her name is Jaanvi!
She gave me a death glare and looked between Raghvendra and me.
Soon, our little introduction was interrupted by mom.
She came and said - Jaanvi, I see you met Jhilmil!
Yes mom, I just did! - she said in a daze
Mom?? Why??? - I thought
Mom said - Jaanvi, don't think much...we will talk about this later. For now, go freshen up...we all will have our breakfast together.
She again gave me a weird look, stomped her feet and walked towards the first floor where our room is situated. I have a strange feeling in my stomach...this girl seemed a trouble maker!
I looked at Raghvendra who was already watching me keenly....as if he was trying to read my mind.
But I just averted my eyes and went towards the kitchen to help mom.
Soon, we all were sitting on the dinning table. There was a noticeable silence amongst us. And the fact that, Jaanvi was sitting between Raghvendra and Siddharth, that did not sit with me well.
I served tea to Raghuvendra but he ignored and took juice from Jaanvi. I offered him Paratha (his favorite) but he curtly said - I don't want to eat oily things!
Pass me that toast mom!
Why is he doing this? He knew, I made the Parathas (Indian stuffed bread). So he deliberately ignored them. But I shrugged those feelings away...i didn't want to look obviously hurt!
I sat with mom who looked at me and Raghuvendra.
She said - So, Jaanvi I would like to officially introduce Raghuvendra's wife!
She patted my shoulder lovingly and said - This beautiful girl here, is Jhilmil, Raghuvendra's wife!
Isn't she Pretty? Raghuvendra could not resist her charisma and fell in head over heels with her and married her. Isn't it Raghu?
I saw Raghuvendra from the corner of my eyes, who stopped eating. He was dead silent....which made me truly uncomfortable. His ignorance for me in front of Jaanvi, hurt me but I masked it with a fake smile.
Siddharth said - Is there even a doubt mom! He was so whipped that he did not even inform us before marrying her!
I passed her a weak smile.
And Jaanvi just pushed her plate aside and said - Yeah whatever and then walked off!
Raghuvendra looked in her direction....i could tell he was not happy with her behavior but he ignored.
And here I am, sitting unpleasantly, playing with my food. I did not know how to react to this situation!
Mom said - Don't worry Jhilmil! She is just shocked hearing about your marriage news. She does not easily accept new people...but she will come around! Just give her some time!
I wanted to ask, who she was to our family but I decided to keep mum as there was awkwardness on the table so I just nodded to mom. Both Raghuvendra and Siddharth left after finishing their breakfast.
And I helped mom with the chores. She now acted quite normally with me...talking with me a little...and I was thankful.
I was walking towards our bed room but halted when i saw Jaanvi in the room adjacent to ours. She was holding a picture frame...and if I am not wrong, it consisted of Raghuvendra, Siddharth and her.
Now, I was curious! Who is she to my Husband? And this family?
I walked inside our room stared at our picture hanging on the wall. It was our wedding picture...where Raghuvendra was putting mangalsutra around my neck. He looked so happy in that picture.
Then I heard a small click and I froze looking at the Greek God of my husband.
He was wearing just a towel around his waist and water dripping from his hair to his toned chest!
He looked drool worthy!
He looked at me for sometime and started to walk towards me...his eyes never leaving mine...and I started to walk backwards until I hit the walk in closet.
He came dangerously close to me...and with his index finger closed my mouth which I did not realise was open. He then wiped something wet at the corner of my lips....and his eyes twinkled.
Shit! Was I actually drooling over this handsome man?
If you are done drooling over me...i would like to get dressed up! I have better things to do! - he said in his deep husky voice
I came back in my senses and he smirked!
He said wearing his shirt - Drooling and Jealous! I must say I didn't know you had this side too!
But I know, you are too stubborn to admit it!
I wanted to say something but all I could notice was his flexing muscles! My fingers itched to touch his exposed body...He really worked hard on his body!
Oh! Please shut up jhilmil! Stop acting like a chicken! I mentally scolded myself.
What is this feeling? Why am I behaving like this!
Is he right that I was jealous to see him with that Jaanvi?
But i could not be! I don't have such feelings for him!
Or may be you have! - mocked my heart!
I wanted to ask about Jaanvi and her relation with this family but when I looked towards his side....and he had already left!
Wow! Just Wow!
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