May be you are on his mind as much as he is on yours!
All this while, You were stupid enough not to see that!

Jhilmil's pov

Today something very surprising happened....i woke up to a very pleasant sight in front of my eyes. I felt heavenly secured and wanted this sight to never disappear.
Yes, I was in arms of my one and only crazy husband after such a long time. He was sleeping with his muscular hand wrapped possessively around my tiny waist and his hot breaths giving me goosebumps all over my neck. He looked so handsome and so sexy!
I would be damned if I didn't admit, He was gorgeously devil and my personal Beast! No wonder any girl would go on her knees to get his attention.
And it gives me so much satisfaction that he only wants me!
His proximity did not disgust me this time, but it rather gave me satisfaction that at the end of the day, he came to me. And I can't stop this foreign proud emotion in my heart. I feel like hundreds of butterflies are fluttering in my stomach.

He looked so calm and yet so intimate. My stupid crazy hormones wept up high and I wanted to touch this handsome but Beastly husband of mine. And my finger traced his face...giving me electric shock.

What is this feeling jhilmil?
Why his presence affect you so much?

When I saw him first after a week, I wanted to run to him and cry my heart out. I wanted to tell him how much I missed him when I was held captive...i wanted to fight, so bad, with him for leaving me like that. But how all my plans of apologising and mending my bond with him, ended is no mystery.

But now I have decided I will stop fighting my growing feelings for him. I may not be in love with him yet...but I am sure he has me, falling for him. And I will Say it before i run out of time.
Say it before it's too late.
Say whatever I am feeling with utmost honesty.
Waiting for the right time could be a mistake!
What if I push him to the point that he hates me! I can't afford to loose the sight of him in my life.

And I was happily surprised to see him with me in our bed....coz for past few days... He was avoiding me like a plaque...and specially after our last encounter...and to add to my misery...that crazy Janvi, wouldn't let him alone...i had lost hopes that he would again held me like he did just now...like I am his precious possession!

Wait did I forget how he held that girl...how she clung to my husband and he let her..and on top of that, he ignored me, his wife! Well that's not happening!
Not so easy Mister!

Anger set in and I tried to get out of his steel strong grip.
But he groaned - Not now Rose! I am too tired to handle any more drama!
Let me be...i am not going to eat you...and stop being such a baby!
He scooted closer to me and his grip tightened.

I shot back - Baby? I am acting like a baby? If i am not wrong, it was you who clung to a girl as if she was your baby!

He opened his tired eyes and threw me a look as if I had two horns on my head.

Hey! What did I do now? - he asked

What did you do? You have the audacity to ask...You let her hug you like a teddy bear in front of your wife! Who does that? - I sulked

Her? Who? - he asked amused, his eyes twinkled

And I huffed... He was clearly enjoying my situation. Pervert!

Janvi who else! That girl literally strangled you...and you...you did not even protest...you shamelessly hugged her back in front of me! And who is she to you by the way...? Who gave her the rights to touch you that way! - I shot back

And He bloody chuckled!

Am I dreaming or Are you Jealous, Rose! - he smirked

Please! I am not the jealous types....i just...i just....

You just what rose? He rolled us and he was on top of me...he looked so handsome with his messy hair and his deep demanding eyes.
I felt heat rushing to my cheeks and I looked away!

Complete your sentence Rose! I am waiting! - he husked

I looked straight into his eyes and mustering the courage I said - I meant I am not Jealous...its just that you are mine the way I am yours...till we are married...end of story!

His eyes widened and I could see the lust covering his orbs.

He cupped by face and wishpered - I am all yours Rose! Always and Forever!
It's just that you are so naive that you didn't look at me this way!
And he pecked me and I lowered my eyes! He played with my hair strands and said -
All my Love...All my attention is for you my wife! And if you want me, then you have to stop fighting with your feelings and give us a chance!

And he looked at my lips and then into my eyes as if he was reading me. I parted my lips and he took my lips into a soulful kiss! It was soothing....yet intimate...sensuous yet loving. He sucked my lower lips and I melted in his warm touch. He then kissed me so hard that I moaned and I forgot whose air I was breathing!
He was that good of a kisser!

His lips played with mine and then he entered my mouth and took me to another level of pleasure!

And after felt like couple of minutes he left my mouth and whispered -
Rose! I need a makeout session so intense and so intimate that I forget all my worries and possibly my existence too! I want to drown in your love Rose!

But you keep rejecting me! And it hurts!

He caressed my cheeks and continued - You know my life has never been easy... I had to grow up early because of our situation. I had no time for love....my life is dark and it has many secrets....secrets that will blow anyone's mind, but I had to be strong for my family!
And then, you Happened!
The moment I saw you, I knew you are my lighting star!
My Rose for my barren life!

One look at you and I was hooked. The first time I kissed you, I was addicted. I knew then, that no one else could make me feel such an electric spark. Your innocence...and those perfect eyes...i knew that I would follow you till the end of this earth.

I could feel the vulnerability in his deep voice...he was hurt since a very long time....and may be I was not the reason behind his sufferings...or may be I was now..but his words had deeper meanings...and he looked troubled. I wanted to know this man....i wanted to ease his pain...i wanted to make him feel secured, just the way he made me feel by his touch.

That very instant I hugged him back...i wanted to undo his pain. I wanted to take his worries....whatever that is!

I said - Raghuvendra, I am no perfect...i get sad, I get mad. I get jealous and I feel insecure. I get lonely and I overreact.
And I make several mistakes too but I promise I will always give my best to you!

He hugged me back like a child to his mother. He was acting strange and it troubled me!

What is it that he is showing his vulnerable side for the first time!?!

We were brought back to present when we heard a loud constant knock on our door. I nudged him....but he groaned and left me and I actually missed his warmth.

He left to the washroom and I fixed myself to go and open the damn door.

That person seemed a trouble to our little paradise!

But one thing was sure, I have realised that I am not going to leave this man in his sufferings....and now that I have got the arms that I want to be wrapped in...i have got the eyes I want to get lost in...and i have got the smile I could never resist.....i have got the voice i want to listen till eternity.....i would give us a fair chance without any prejudice.

I decided on you, I want you, only you! And I will figure out my feelings for you!

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