We got to the apartment, I wasn't expecting him to help me with the bags, although I struggled with him so he wouldn't help me, but he was being a gentleman by carrying them in for me

I sighed cause the act actually warmed up my heart and calmed me down a bit.
Doesn't mean I would let tonight's incident go

When we got in, he started heading to his room, I quickly took the money I was owing him and ran to block him from going any further, he stopped and looked at me confused.

"What's the problem?" He asked
"First off, thanks for the ride, it's well appreciated. Secondly, I didn't like the fact that you paid for me, so here's the cash and it's the right amount cause I calculated the receipt I was given" I said offering the money to him

He looked at my hand then back at me, he shook his head and tried moving past me, but I blocked him. I tried taking his hand to give him the money, but he didn't even budge

I tried his pocket, he avoided it. "Why don't you want to take the money?" I asked already frustrated

"Because I said don't bother, why do you want to give it back so bad?" He retorted

"Because it's not my money, so just please take it?" I said and I tried shoving it into his jacket, the next thing I knew was that he pushed me against the counter, caging me with his two hands

My heart was beating rapidly, it felt like it'll pump out of my chest any minute from now "Wha...wha..what are you doing?" I stuttered

He didn't say anything, he looked at me, then my lips... Oh God noooo, not the lips please; pfft stop acting like you don't want the kiss, my subconscious hit

He inched closer, I squeezed my eyes shut and clamped my lips tightly... yeah that'll prevent him from kissing me; if you don't want it, you would have kicked him where the sun doesn't shine, my subconscious hit again

I noticed his breath really close to my face, that's when I knew he was very close. "You know I can still kiss you right?" He chuckled

I actually did want him to kiss me, I missed him so much and my feelings are clouding my mind and taking decisions for me already

His mouth were on mine, he tried to release my mouth forcefully which he succeeded in doing, he bit my lower lip and sucked on it, his hands made their way to my waist... I'm sure he must be thinking what a terrible kisser I am

I didn't know how to even respond, I just followed suit by imitating his actions, then he grabbed my ass and I gasped, he slid his tongue in my mouth.... Jesus Christ, this is getting heated, I need to stop this

He went down kissing my neck, biting and sucking, he went to my ears doing the same thing, I realized I was already a moaning mess. He kept on doing those while he cupped my tube cladded boobs... yeah I don't wear bra all the time

He started fondling with my boobs, tweaking my nipples, it was at that moment I knew I was a goner, I knew I still loved him... wait love? No like, I meant like, he started lifting my shirt when the sound of my phone ringing interrupted us.

It brought me back to reality, I tried pulling away, but he said "please don't go" he bit my ear and traced it down my cheeks to my neck. That ladies and gentlemen made me putty in his hands again

He succeeded in taking my shirt off and put me on the counter, he started kissing my boobs, my neck and..... 'you liking what you see, everything designer that's on me' started playing from my phone again

This time it really slapped me back to reality.... Oh God what did I do, I really let this get out of hand

I pushed him away and wore my shirt, "Sorry, so so sorry, this wasn't meant to happen, it was a mistake"

I tried to walk past him, but he held me back "I knew you were going to this, I'm a joke to you anyway, always has been, don't bother cause it's all my fault, I let my feelings for you take over once again "

"You...you..you still like me?" I asked with shock..
"It doesn't matter anymore, I shouldn't have let this happen " he started to walk away

I ran and blocked him again "you don't get to walk away Elijah Johnson, but I don't understand, you hate me right? You don't like me"

He chuckled "Yeah sure, if it's what you keep telling yourself "

"So you're mad at me because I didn't give my body freely to you, so I can be another one of your conquests? I have my pride to save too, I got carried away and I thank God for the phone ringing, if not I might be traumatized if I had sex with you cause you would treat me like your fuck buddies and I don't want that"

He laughed again and yelled "Fuck!!" making me jolt. "Is that how low you think of me? That I'll treat you like trash?" He came closer holding and shaking my arms tightly

"Elijah stop,you're hurting me" I said struggling to get out of his hold
"Nooo!! Just answer me, do you think I'll treat you that badly? Uh? Answer me!!" He said while shaking me furiously

I don't know when I started crying... what the fuck, I've never cried for a guy in my life.

He released me, realizing what he did "God I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to come at you like that, I'm a mess and you shouldn't be around a mess like me, just like you did before " he said and walked away

"Elijah wait!! Please wait, open the door" I ran after him banging his door
"Please open up, we can talk it out pleeease!!" I fell to the ground crying

I don't like people thinking bad of me, I hate it when I realise I caused them so much pain, I've never begged a guy in my life, I must really like him so much it hurts

I stood up and put myself together, I went to the kitchen and arranged all the things I got, after that I went to my room, did my night routine and slept my sorrows away, I didn't even eat me takeout .... It was indeed a long night

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Wooh!!! This was a chapter😅... Actually that make out scene was new to me. It was hard to write because I couldn't even explain it, the movies and novels I've watched and read helped me out😪😪

Guys I hope it wasn't sappy😂😂
Anyway Elijah is getting soft already, poor baby 🥺🥺

Fun questions dedicated to DaSay_Readings1... he's the only who has answered the past ones so far

This argument might have been long
But who's the queen of rap?? Cardi or Nicki minaj?

AUREVOIR 🥰🥰