Pain. It's really the only sensation I feel nowadays. Fire crashing through my whole body, trying to destroy me. Not that I would let it. I've learned to laugh at the feeling. I stopped crying years ago. The more pain I feel, the harder I laugh. They think that my mind is broken, but it's not. I'm just surviving. Surviving the hell I was born in. The hell I will probably die in.

"She's healing faster than before Dr. Milcroff, amazing!" I hear trough my pain fazed brain. I try to look to my left, seeing a blurry version of the biggest bitch here. Nurse van Dyk. I fucking hate the bitch.  "This patch is one of the best after all. If 04 wasn't able to accomplish this kind of development, I would've been deeply disappointed" Dr. Milcroff explained, while watching my vitals. The beeps from my heartbeats are steady, even thought i'm in pain. I've gotten good at that too. I look back towards the ceiling, that is pure white. Everything here is pure white. Such a lie, since nothing about this place is pure. Not even me. 

"Let her close up. They have a new job soon" Dr. Milcroff takes of his gloves while turning around. "What, you're not even going to help me stitch up? At least clean a girl up afterwards." I laugh while watching them go. I have a crazy minded reputation to uphold after all. "Why, you are capable of mending yourself back together. Why should I bother using precious time playing with your sister if you can do it yourself?" Dr. Millcroff gives me the cold smile he always gives me. It even threatens to cool my non-existent heart. "I'm starting to get jealous Doc, you seem to spend more time with my sisters lately. What's up with that?" I say while ignoring his jab about playing with my sister. I know he is talking about 02. He only plays with her.  I don't want to think about it, it makes me feel things, things that could be dangerous. Things like me shouldn't feel after all.

"Don't try to pull me into your game 04, it won't work" Dr. Milcroff says while walking out of the room. Nurse van Dyk comes closer, pulling my hair until i'm forced to look at her disgusting face and crazy eyed blue eyes. "Don't be rude to the Docter, you're below him. God, you're not even human" she hissed. "Aw, feeling jealous because he gives us more attention that you? He still hasn't fucked you?" I say while chuckling. She has a thing for the good old Doc, but I doubt he even notices. Nurse van Dyk punches me, but again, I don't feel anything. Before i'm able to look back at her I feel a sting in my arm. "Sleep, you little bitch" is the last thing I hear before i'm surrounded by darkness. Finally.

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I hear footsteps in the distance, dripping of water on the floor, and someone coughing. I moan, trying to wake up from my drug dazed mind. "How are you sister?" I hear 01 say in my mind. "Like shit, but what's new. I fucking hate being put out like that" I say back while trying to get up. Clashing of a chain catches my attention. Moving my arms and legs, I see I have been chained again. "Of course" I mumble while falling back on the thin mattress. "We have a job soon" I hear 012 say with her cold, detached voice. " I know, the Doc mentioned it while he finished up" I respond while looking at the ceiling. Normal people wouldn't have been able see anything, but me, i can see everything clearly. I see the dried blood that splashed on the ceiling from 2 weeks ago, when I once again refused to do what was ordered of me. "Any of you been in contact with 02?" say 01. "Doc was going to pay her a visit" I say while keeping my voice even." I'm going to kill him soon" My older sister growls. "Get in line big sis" I try to joke. i know how she feels. "You don't need to" 02 whispers in my mind. "What did you do" 012 says, still with her detached voice. "I killed him" 02 purrs. "Well fuck" i say out loud, while forming the biggest grin i've sported in a long time.                                   +