Our Reasons [Utaite]
Just another song base Utaite one-shot~
Song: Watashi No R (My R)
I put the English version cause it's easier to understand the song. The original of the song is actually about a girl who tried to stop herself jump off the roof. By stop herself, I mean she saw herself with different problem she had face. Until one day she finally give up and kill herself.
But I changed it fufufu~
So marysa04045 let's kill Wattpad if you don't get the notification again-
Utaite: SoraMafuUraSaka (main characters)
Warning: Suicide theme only-
••••
"What a weirdo."
"Look how he had that barcode on his cheek."
"He must be that cheap."
"Oh, it's that boy with girl's voice."
"I bet he's a monster, since you know his eyes in red like blood."
"Why's he's still here?
The whispers keep on going as an albino walk through the corridor. The albino, or as know as Mafumafu, slowly climb up the stairs while sighing. He slowly open the rooftop door.
"So this is it-Eh?"
Mafu froze as he noticed a male with raven hair stand at the edge of the rooftop. Wind slowly blew pass him as his bangs covered his eyes. Grit his teeth as he know what will the raven hair do, Mafu scream.
"Hey!! Don't do it please!!"
The ravenette slowly turn as he heard the albino screamed. The albino's eyes widen a bit as he sees the dull eyes of the raven hair. Sighing the raven hair begin to tell Mafu his woes.
"You know how I'm tired living... Being bullied and rejected... Who knows that love can kill. You think that they are the ones for you... But they're actually not..."
"Isn't that a stupid reason to end your life?! Are you upset because you can't have something like you wanted?! Just think how lucky you are to still have friends and family!"
The raven hair blinks before smile softly, "I never had friends and my family won't care... Besides... Thanks for listening. It's nice to let this thing out. Farewell..." He took a step back before fall off the roof.
••••
Mafu sigh. He finally found out who's jump off the roof yesterday. He's surprised to know that the male from yesterday is actually Osora Soraru, the 'prince' of the school. Who knows people like him can be bullied by someone.
After Soraru killed himself, the school had restricted from any students to go up to the rooftop again. But who cares? Mafu took his step upwards towards the rooftop. He open up the door that surprisingly aren't lock before he noticed a petite brunette sit at the same place as he meet Soraru.
"Hey!! It's dangerous over there!"
The brunette slowly turn. Mafu frown as he sees the emotionless expression from the green eye brunette.
"I don't care if it's dangerous or no... Besides, no one will never noticed if I kill myself... No one will care... No one... Even my family..."
"Lies!! Everyone will care! They will notice that you killed yourself!! Everyone is waiting for you at the table to eat dinner with you!! They care for you and waiting for your return..."
Tears begin to built in his green eyes. He frown, "I'm hungry... But sorry... I won't return to them anymore..." He stand up and jump off the roof.
••••
Yet again, the one he met yesterday is Urata Wataru. Even though Urata's in boxing club, he's been bullied by being called as the shortest male and his classmates are threatening him to go die.
Now, the school are forbidden every students to go to the rooftop. They locked the rooftop door and keep the two's death as a secret from the town. Only the one who's there and family know.
But even if it's locked... It will be open by someone.
Mafu's bright red eyes are now dull as everyday, he go to the rooftop and see the lock had been open by someone. Surprisingly no teachers ask him about all the suicide that happened. He's like a ghost. No one see. Just invisible. He had met many kind of people who commit suicide with different reasons.
A pink hair was being call as 'slug' by the students.
A brunette was depressed because two of his favourite cats died when he's in a vacation with his family.
A purple hair was being bullied because he screamed like a girl.
A blonde was being bullied by his classmates ruining his own paintings.
A redhead with two different eye colors was tired of his family and lose two of his only friends.
A tall silver hair was being called as a dog by the bullies.
A brunette with a fox mask that had been betrayed by his friends.
And the list goes on. Mafu felt himself like a failure as he failed to stop them from killing themselves. He gritted his teeth. If he's the one who's standing at the edge of the rooftop, Mafu's wondering if there's someone who's kind enough to stop him.
He can't stand it anymore.
The bullies won't stop.
They won't stop unless...
You die like the others.
Mafu frown before he turn and run towards the rooftop. Ignoring the fact that the lock is opened again, he slam the door open before freeze.
A redhead with dull red eyes. Look at him, "You know... I just want to stop these scars that grow. Everytime I come back home... It still won't stop... That's why I came up here instead."
The albino's eyes widen. He's trembling as he didn't realize what he had scream at the redhead.
Stop... Don't do it please...
He fall to his knees and start to sob loudly. All this time he just want to stop the pain. All this time he's tired of living. He just want to stop living. He doesn't care about anything else. He want to end his life. But people keep on appearing in front of him before they also commit suicide.
"Just... Go away!!! I don't want you to look at me with that pitiful face of yours!!! Just go away!!!"
The redhead sigh before smile, "I guess... It's time for me to go then... Bye bye... Mafudon..." He turn and lean forward.
"Sakatan..." He sob again as his only best friend fall of the building.
••••
Mafu stare at the empty rooftop with his dull eyes. Look around to see if there's anyone. But no. No one. Finally. Now it's his turn.
"It's just me, myself and I. There's no one can interfere. No one can get in my way here."
Mafu make himself to stand at the edge of the rooftop. Wind blew pass him as he took a deep breath. Thinking about all of his friends that had committed suicide these past days.
"Everyone..." He smile, "I hope you guys wait for me because..." He pause, "I'm coming." And he jump off the roof.
••••
OwO
A chapter that no one survive. You know what Yuina is actually once addicted to this song. She love suicide theme songs.
Yuina is not really sorry for making everyone commit suicide (*´ω`*)
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