LOCKDOWN
The lockdown was extended again.

NIGHTMARE
Someone I don't like was at the party last night.  It seems harsh to say it like that, but I can't think of any other way.  Basically, something happened between us in the past and now I don't trust him and he... acts strange around me.  He didn't stay for too long though.
Anyway, I had a nightmare that he was following me.  He stayed in and around my house, talked with my family, and trailed behind me wherever I went.
Eventually I was able to hide from the guy and then run.  I got to some buildings in the woods and hid against the walls.  BF messaged that he would come get me, so I had to wait for him while still avoiding the guy.  Once I was safe, I wrote an essay about my feelings.  Then I woke up.
Idk, I feel like the bad guy for all of this.  What happened in the past was partially my fault, and I'm trying not to drag it on into the future, but I've kept getting hit with emotions ever since and it's hard to manage.
As for the following/chasing, I have no idea why I keep dreaming of stuff like that.  If anyone has an explanation, please let me know!
Sorry for sharing all this right off the bat.

YOUTUBE
Watched YouTube in the morning.

TANNING
Then I tried to tan in the backyard.  That lasted for just over fifteen minutes LOL.

BF
Spent time online with BF for a while.  Today marks two months since we've been able to freely hug or hold hands or anything.  We miss each other so much.

ART
Did some art in the afternoon.  Sketched random characters for a bit, then drew/painted these with watercolor pencil.  One I put effort into and the other is pretty much scribbling LOL.

ONION RINGS
I made onion rings as part of dinner.

SINGING
I spent a lot of the evening singing since everyone was outside.  Trying to find audition songs that work with my voice.

YOU
How are you today?