Friday, August 7, 2020
DREAM
Had a dream that my sisters and I found some parakeet eggs. They hatched immediately and the birds had all their feathers grown already (dream logic.) I think they were related to Hawky, but I can't remember if they were her siblings or babies. Most of them looked like her, but there was one with some red and orange on its wings and one that was red and black. It kinda looked like lava. My sisters and I hung out with Hawky and the baby birds for a bit. They were super high-energy and wanted to fly around everywhere.
Then I was with BF at his house. We did some cleaning, then spent the night on a mattress in the garage. The door was open the entire time. That creeped me out. It was chilly and I didn't sleep much. I wanted to go get McDonald's LOL.
In the morning, I went to Grandpa Great's house (but it wasn't, really.) My grandparents were trying to sell it and they had painted all the cabinets white. My grandma didn't like it, though. I walked around and found a room with several showers and bathtubs. Kinda looked like a locker room. Someone had spilled salad in there. When I went to investigate, I found a man running and followed him into a huge gym. There were a few other people working out there. I jogged through it, then went down a hallway and found an auditorium packed with people. A Broadway show had just finished, but I wasn't sure exactly which one. I think it was Annie. Lots of people were leaving, but I hung out there for a bit. Found a few friends and chatted with them. Then I started getting DM requests on Instagram. They were from two accounts run by "Cassandra" and "Theresa." All the messages were harassing me, saying I was rude, untalented, and a terrible person compared to them. I almost immediately recognized it as my ex-friend. Then I spotted her with her phone. I went over and just told her stop, then left and reported the fake accounts. I found my mom and then I woke up.
Quick explanations - Birds are super cute. I like cleaning, I love BF, and I was hungry when I fell asleep. Been exercising lately and looking at houses for fun. Theater is my happy place and I miss it. I'll write about the ex-friend stuff at the end.
ANYWAY
So yeah, the first part of my day was spent writing all that.
HAWKY
I'd had a sleepover with Hawky last night, so we hung out for a couple minutes in the morning. She had a lot of energy, despite the fact that I heard her jumping around and eating seeds all night LOL. That's what she does normally.
WALK
Then I went on my walk. Saw my friend's mom and chatted with her for a few minutes. That was nice!
TREAT
Came home and spent a few hours making homemade peppermint bark for my dad's birthday. It was hectic. First, the milk chocolate got partially burnt when I tried to melt it in the microwave. There was smoke and everything. Then I saw a spark. Warned my family about it just in case. After that, I had to substitute some ingredients for the homemade white chocolate. I used coconut oil and granulated sugar in place of butter and powdered sugar, and it still tasted amazing! However, I spent HOURS cooling and even freezing that layer and it never hardened (probably because of the oil.) Better luck next time, I guess! At least it all still tasted good LOL.
Here's a picture.
SHOW
Watched All-American during and after the candy fails. I haven't done so in a while, but it's easy to catch up. I think Olivia and Spencer are my favorite characters so far. I didn't feel bad for Jordan earlier in the series because of his behavior, but now that I'm getting closer to the end of season one, I just want to give him a hug. He deserves just as much encouragement as anyone else.
CHORES
Cleaned the house a bit. Then did some laundry.
YOUTUBE
Watched YouTube for a few minutes.
PROJECT
Started a new sewing project.
PARTY
Had a small party for my dad's birthday. We socially distanced for the most part, except for a few slip-ups. Got it under control, though. My paternal grandparents were there, as well as BF and some family friends. Gatlin barked at everyone at first, but then he was okay. We relaxed and had a campfire with presents and treats. I gave my dad the portrait of Gatlin and he loved it! He had a good time.
YOU
How are you today?
EX-FRIEND
The ex-friend stuff is probably just anxiety. I don't know if she's bold enough to make more accounts and say those things, but it's possible. If she does, whatever. I have no reason to believe her.
One of the biggest questions I have now is whether or not to expose her messages. Pros - if she's gotten into slander, I can show people how she's been treating me and that I haven't responded. I can also warn others about her. Cons - that's really immature. No one wants to see those sorts of things. I'll look like I'm starting drama. She could twist it and say I'm the bad guy somehow.
If she does anything else, I think I'll show family and maybe a friend or two, but no one else needs to know. What's best is just to keep being myself, and if she wants to lie about my nature, my loved ones won't have a reason to believe her. If, however, she threatens to "expose" anything about me, I might expose it first (thinking of the Reynolds Pamphlet because I'm a theater kid LOL. Anyway.) Whatever. I don't have many secrets, just embarrassing moments, so she won't have anything too crazy unless she makes something up. In that case, I can probably just ignore it.
Idk. Maybe I'm going about this all wrong. Or maybe I should just shut up. If you have experience with this, please let me know. It would be much appreciated.
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