April 21~

Today was an incredible day, I went to ENS, Expression not Suppression, where there was given breakfast, lunch, and dinner. Breakfast was Panera pastries, lunch was Mexican food, and dinner was CostCo Pizza. There were a lot of people there, and I managed to mingle throughout the day, which was kinda hard for me. There was a dance at ENS and a talent show. Leo and I participated, lip syncing "Welcome to the Black Parade" by My Chemical Romance. I danced with many people, Apollo, Michael, Kylli, Leo, Kate, and other people. There are many things that happened. I was truly happy on that day.

-Nikki Greul

April 22~

I was sick today, probably because I went to sleep with wet hair, since I took a shower. It's beginning to get really hot in California, which, in my opinion, sucks. I found a nice story of Prinxiety, and it's just a box of fluff. >w< I'd like to thank mom for investing in window fans that, when you put it at a specific degree of heat, will start up at whatever setting you have it. I just stayed in my room all, but, Justice was nice and helped me with my curtain, food, and etc. Thanks!

-Nikki Greul

Poem #15

My heart says one thing,

My brain disagrees,

My brain doubts,

But my heart has answers.

Why, brilliant, but dumb, can't the brain realize,

"Nikki needs answers from feelings."

I can feel my heart yellin,

Yearning for the brain to listen.

My heart is blind,

My brain is deaf,

What will happen next?