five (stages of grief)
For all of you who might or might not wonder why I haven't been "active" since last Thursday:
My grandpa died. I didn't wanna post it on my message board so I thought this might be the best way to tell the right people.
He died on Thursday. We got there an hour before he died (they live in Austria, you must know, so it took us seven hours to get there) because a nurse had called us and said that he probably couldn't let go with one of his daughters (my mom) missing.
So we drove there and said goodbye, but he just reacted to physical touch and even that barely, so I don't know if he realised that we were there. He didn't speak, didn't move.
Then we all left the room (mom, grandma, my aunt and her boyfriend and me) because my grandma said that he probably doesn't want to go with us still in the room. So we left for like 10 minutes and when we got back in, he was dead. She was right. He didn't wanna leave with us watching.
We're here since Thursday and I didn't go to school for the whole week because the funeral is on Friday. It all went so fast, I can't even get or realise it.
So that's the reason. Hope you're all doing well
Love y'all and take care of yourselves
P.s.: He was a sailor, hence the photo on top. Rest in piece, grandpa. I love you so much 🪦
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