And there it goes, yet another betrayal.

Maybe I'm just not enough for the people around me.
No matter how hard I try, at some point, everyone let's me know, indirectly or directly, that I'm not good enough for them. I'll never be.

I guess I'll just have to get used to the fact that I give more than I get back.

That I love more than I'm being loved.

That I'm gonna stay back while the people around me leave.