Days will come
When I would just lay there
Indifferent
Still
Oblivious
Battling with myself

Tears will flow
And I wouldn't know why.

Everything that I say
Would just be
Painful
Harsh Sometimes?

But would you?
Be there?
Stay?
Hug me until I stop,
Stop loathing myself

Would you?
Be patient enough?
Unti I gear up
catch my breath

Would you?
Hold my hand
At times
When I lose my faith
and everything seems vain

Would you?
love me
Still?