OutCasted

~Yosafire's POV~

Standing up I felt the world spin and I leaned against a tree. Closing my eyes I looked towards the castle and saw Wodahs flying towards me. "YOSAFIRE?" his voice sounded forced as he came closer and landed in front of me. His hand bandaged from the time I burnt his hand. He must still be in pain. "Yosafire, are you alright?" his voice laced with concern, "look at you." He hugged me closer as I felt the self-pity and the suffering of the agonizing overwhelmed of grief. Numbness is all I felt as he picked me up and held me closer, "why won't you answer me? Did they do something to you? Yosafire, please answer me?" Wodahs shook me trying to get me to respond. 

I stared blankly into his gray eye as he looked back at me. "What's wrong Yosafire?" Tears welled in his eyes as he clenched his teeth and shook me once more, "Yosafire, what's wrong? What did they do to you?" The pattering of shoes on the dirt brought my attention to the silhouettes running up behind Wodahs. "Wodahs, get back here, your bandages need to be changed and- oh my, Yosafire?" I saw Grora running up to us and stopped midrun and looked terrifying at me, "what happened to her? Wodahs, she's bleeding from the mouth. We have to get her to Lady Etihw and Lord Devil. Like now." It was all a blur as I was held against Wodahs's chest and only yells of despair filled my ears. "It's only been a week and they already returned her," that voice, Etihw, she sounded so cold, "why did you bring her back here, she's the reason why your hand is like that." 

"Not important as the blood coming from her mouth and not responding to me," Wodahs bite back as he set me on the table and grabbed my chin, "open your mouth I want to see the damage." I kept my blank stare and I felt the tug of my jaw opening. "She bite her tongue and it's getting infected," Wodahs turned to Grora, "get me a wet cloth and the mint ointment from out of the cupboards, its on the bottom shelf and prepare something soft and edible for her to swallow through a straw," he turned back to me and opened my jaw further, "why?" It was a simple question that I didn't answer. I just stared blankly at Wodahs and found the mirror reflection of my own dull eyes. "Her eyes, they're so dull," I heard Etihw's voice say as Wodahs took off his one glove and balled it up, "it's like she's empty inside." I guess Etihw is right, I am empty inside. 

Wodahs forced the balled gloved inside of my mouth and blocked me from closing my mouth. With the glove inbetween my jaws, Wodahs tilted my head back, "her eyes aren't the only problem, she's malnourished and dehydrated. By the looks of everything, she was kept in some place dark and small." Wodahs looked over at the door and sighed, "that took you long enough, Grora." I heard the pattering of shoes on the marble floors as I felt the warmth of someone hugging me as I felt the searing pain in my mouth as the hug tightened as I cried in pure pain. Without much effort, whoever was holding me down as Wodahs was operating inside of my mouth. Crying out in pain as Wodahs patted my head, " it's all over Yosafire, it's alright, your fine now." Wodahs took the glove out and pulled me closer.

I felt the soothing rocking as he patted my head, the soft humming coming from his chest. "It's alright, it's alright," he started, "everything is fine now. We won't let you get taken away no more." I watched as a shadow came closer and gently touched my shoulder, "let me hold her for awhile," that voice, "you need rest, besides I think she'll be more comfortable in my arms while she heals." I felt my body be moved about as I now face to face with the old man. Bags underneath his eyes as he pulled me closer and hummed close to my ear. I felt the familiar warmth of calmness and slowly drifted off to sleep. 

~Time Skip~

Waking up to the noises of yelling. Opening my eyes I saw myself in the mirror on the opposite side of the room. In a random nightgown and my glasses removed from my face. Everything in the room was blurry and I felt my body was completely weak. Walking to the opened window I looked outside to see the village standing outside and yelling at the doors. Leaning closer I listened more carefully and heard things I regretted listening to. Things like:

"She's a whore!"
"Kick her out, she's one of them!"
"She's having a cursed child!"
"A bastard child coming from a fire demon is not welcomed!" 
"She's giving birth to a bastard child!"

I covered my ears and backed away from the window. Tears welled in my eyes as I gently placed a hand on my stomach. "Yosafire?" I turned around to see Grora standing there. "What's the matter?" she asked as she brought some clothes to the bed and grabbed something from behind the door, "Lady Etihw will be in just a moment, she wishes to speak to you. I'm sorry." She left and slammed the door shut behind her. Looking down at the clothes, I pulled the nightgown over my head and started getting changed into the clothes. The sweater was bigger than normal and more longer, "I see you're awake." Jumping I turned around to see Etihw standing there with Grora to the side cowering behind her. I simply nodded as I pulled the leggings on and the boots I normally wore. "The village has rebelled and will only quench by the act of banning you from the village," she sighed and gestured to the bag, "there are supplies for at least four to five years in this bag and hopefully by then everything will have calmed down."

"And if it doesn't," I asked, clearly knowing the answer to my stupid question. "Then you are on your own," Etihw gave a cold voice as she stepped into the room, "I and Kcalb are both disappointed in you Yosafire, letting yourself get raped and becoming pregnant with a bastard child. You disgust me, Yosafire, you're not even like your ancestor, you're the opposite, you are a failure, you shouldn't have been born in the first place." I stood there shocked. Tears threatening to fall. Am I really a failure? Will I ever fit in? Am I just a nuisance to the world? I couldn't speak, as Etihw slapped me across the face and snarled at me, "get out of my castle, get out of my village, get out of my territory." Holding my cheek I looked up at the cold glare from Etihw. The warmth of tears flowed down my cheeks as I grabbed the bag and ran past Etihw and Grora. Was this my fate? Am I a failure? I'm not the hero that I fantasize about? I ran as far as my legs could carry me. Falling to the ground, tripping on a rock, I heard the laughter and insults. 

"Hahaha, she fell"
"Such a loser"
"She isn't a demon, she's stupid"
"Clutz and a Whore, what a freak show"
"Bye, bye Whore"

I wiped my tears and stood once more as I spread my wings and took off into the sky. The insults still within my head and the looks that everyone gave. Maybe this was for the best? I placed my hand unconsciously on my stomach and wept as I flew higher and higher. 

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

This is the next chapter and it's been edited to as well so don't say the grammar is wrong cause I check it was before publishing the chapter so enjoy and besides the next chapter is going to be a time skip cause I'm lazy like that and bit by bit I'll explain what happened before the time skip part so be patient with me so 

Bye, Bye~

Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: AzTruyen.Top