This week we were just doing our usual family meeting and it was going so well until my mom spoke up. She said some crappy stuff. She started with, no one helps me, and ended with, I am so busy now it is ridiculous. You want to know what I don't understand? How can my mom be so busy when she has enough time in her day to yell at me and my brother and my dad that we have done something wrong. I know that nobody actually reads this crap that I spew out at random, but this is more secure than my journal. Besides even if someone who knew me read this they wouldn't care. All that I have ever wanted to do in my life was not disappoint my mom and well here I am folks. There is no right answer for me anymore. So I am just going to stay in this crappy place. Besides, there are so many people who have it worse than me. Right? My life can't be that bad. Being yelled at every day to be better when I have tried my best. It's not like I am starving or dieing of thirst. So J guess this is where I will leave you for now.
-H.M.Bird