I look at the long line
Of ordinary looking lads
My latest wild fads,
Gushing at me,
Ooh! my star-crossed lovers

My feelings fester
Like wishy washy creatures
Gnawing at my skin,
Making me feel giddy
With a whirlwind of emotions

Oh! But they suck the life out of me,
Like bloody leeches!
Getting the best of me
Oh! But it hurts so damn good
I swore I won't go soft again

I love to hate them
Sadly, they were all on a whim
Poof! They vanished
Oh no! where did they all go?
Suddenly, I see only foes

Did my eyes play tricks on me?
Perhaps, I had imagined the glee
That I can no longer see
I wonder why they never last
I try to hold onto them fast
Poof! They vanish
And I grab nothingness