Begging, down on my knees
Hands demurely reaching out
So utterly devastated
That you won't talk to me ever again
My honey suckled lips seeking
Velvet toned validation
And those elusive eyes,
So far... far away

That is never going to be me
I promise myself with glee
And then sad song comes on
And all I think about
Is how much it would hurt
To not be able to un-feel
All those stupid feelings
If we ever broke apart
Yeah I am afraid to fall,
Infact, what's the point of it all?

I imagine it all
The deadly fall
My bones shattering
My breath stopping
And my heart lamenting
The loss of your soul
Alive in another one's arms

I imagine it all
The deadly fall
Yet to break me
But that is never going to be me,
I promise myself with glee
  
                                              ~stupid feels