Sitting here clutching my knees isn't going to help me... 

I began to step into my shoes, slowly zipping them up the sides, letting everything linger in the back of my mind as I grab my cloak. I made my way over to my bedroom door, my hand just ghosting the shiny brass knob as more thoughts clouded my mind. Axel... Why did you do this to me? I thought we were friends, I thought we..  Small rivets riddled my cheeks as I began brushing away the thoughts of him. What are you waiting for ? Go! There is no point in crying over someone who left you in the dark for so long, who betrayed you of your trust, and stripped away who you were   Without a second thought, I twisted the doorknob and yanked open the door, running straight for him.

click click click click click 

I rounded the corner making my way to his room, cloak flapping wildly in my hurried breeze. "(Y/x/n), stop running this instant! You are not in the field on a mission! And moreover, when did you wake up?" A slightly angered bluenette  commanded  and quite agitatedly inquired. "I hate to tell you but you don't run this show Saix, therefore you don't run me. Now, move, I'm on my own mission and frankly it doesn't include you. However it does include him." I say as I draw forth Bleeding Hearts, pointing the keyblade directly at Axel's closed door behind Saix.

Thump Thump Thump Thump

"Put your weapon down Numb-"

"I know the truth........ Isa."

Axel's door flies open, revealing a disheveled red head, eyes red, puffy, ringed from lack of sleep, those same eyes locked with my own, glinting with hope. That look killed me inside but no, he took part in all this.. 

" (y/x/n), when did you wake up?! I was so worried about you! I-I am so sorry I-" He spoke, each word sounding as it hung on a teardrop, perhaps it had when he thought about everything he had put me through, but now those words were cut short as I raised my keyblade and pointed it at his throat, watching as his Adams apple grazed against it while he gulped. I sighed as I heard Saix draw forth his claymore. "HAVE YOU LOST YOUR MIND NUMBER-" he started. " Oh come off your high horse Saix, you realize I am not a number or a lettered project?" I watched as his eyes widened, then just briefly I glanced at Axel, eyes wide as well. " Yeah, that's right, I remember a lot of the things I guess I was meant to forget. I guess I was meant to keep forgetting everything, right boys?! Like how I conveniently forgot who I was before being Project X, like I lost who you two were to me, how special you both were, like Vanitas, like the beautiful life Merlin gave me that this order has stolen from me?! So no Isa, I haven't lost my mind, I just got it back and going to find out why." I could feel the temperature of the room begin to rise as I lowered my weapon, seeing whirling sparks at Axel's hand and Saix's aura growing dark. 

" (Y/x/n) please don't run, let me explain before you make things really icky" Axel spoke as if he was fighting his rage and pain to not hurt me. 

Fat chance that I'm staying around for more lies... Axel, you, brought this on yourself 

I don't know what I where I wanted to go but I didn't want to fight The Dancing Flame and The Lunar Diver, so I dropped to a fighting stance, I maneuvered as if I were about to perform a spin attack and concentrated on creating a corridor at the same time.  Thankfully it worked, as the pair rushed to subdue me, I dropped through my gateway to wherever. I sighed, closing my eyes.

I just need sometime, to be somewhere, to breathe.