1 month later

It's been a month he left me.

I have been like a zombie.

Not eating properly.

Not breathing properly.

Not living.

Just surviving

Just trying to get by the day.

Without any desires.

Without any feelings.

Just numb.

I was in a depression.

Dad got worried seeing me like this.

He tried to send me to Florida with mom but I didn't agree.

I threw a fit not wanting to go anywhere.

This is my place now.

I know I have to move on but not just for a while.

Just a little longer please.

Let me live in this dream for a little longer.

Let me dream and when I wake up I promise to be strong.

But for just while let me be vulnerable.

Let me the pathetic girl friend who can't get over her break up.

Just some time please.

I promise to be better.

Now I am lying in the bed thinking about everything when suddenly I felt sick.

I ran to the bathroom and begin to throw up till I was all empty.

I felt my throat burn and eyes water.

I threw up bad my head spinning.

I slide down the floor as I tried to catch my breath.

My throat burning and making my head spin even more.

I got up from the floor and flushed.

I held on the door as I started to make my way out of the bathroom.

I got in my room and flopped down on my bed.

A heard a notification in my phone.

I took the phone and began scrolling through it.

A paused as I looked at the date.

My eyes widened.

I did not get my periods this time.

I counted the days again. No. It cannot happen.

It's been a whole week late.

Can I be ...? I thought but shook my head.

I ran out not caring about the dizziness,

Taking out my car keys I sprinted downstairs,

Locking the door I drove to the nearby supermarket.

I made sure there was no one I knew and bought the things I needed.

Paying the money I once again sprinted to my car driving it fast to my home.

I waited for the results as I paced back and forth the room.

I pulled my hair thinking of all the way that this thing can go wrong.

I heard some beeps alerting me that the results are ready.

With heavy steps I walked to the multiple sticks I sat down the counter.

The first one showed me the results I dreaded.

Positive.

My time stopped as I stare at the pregnancy test that showed me positive result.

After a while another beep was heard. Then another and another.

My head started to spin.

Two were negative while five were positive.

I sat down the counter shocked.

I ran to the mirror and seen that a bump was being seen.

I froze. I am pregnant.

The thought that I am pregnant ran in my mind again and again.

But it was impossible.

The only person I ever have been was Edward. But he was vampire.

Vampires can't be pregnant but humans can.

I am a human.

Oh My God.

What do I do?

What do I do?

Tears stream down my face as I was lost in my thoughts panicking.

I have to get out of here.

I need to leave right now.

What am I going to do now? And I didn't know anyone that could help me.

Alice why can't you be there when I need you the most?

Alice.

Alice!

She told me about the Denali's. I had never met them but I have always heard about them.

I felt something move inside me.

My mind was racing hundred miles per hour.

It's too much to handle.

I am scared.

First the man I loved left me and just when I was slowly trying to get over him this happened.

After an hour of crying and thinking i decided to go to Alaska.

I have got there address Alice had gave me this address to me.

I packed my suitcase with some of my clothes and grab my toiletries and packed in my suitcase. I changed and grabbed a pen and paper started to write the note.

The pen in my hand shakes as I looked down at the blank note thinking how I am going to leave everyone behind.

But I don't think any normal doctor can solve my problem.

Dear Charlie,

I want you to know that when you read this I would be gone.

I love u but I need to leave. Please don't search for me. I know this is hard but I need to leave. I can't tell you the reason now.

I will come back at the right time but not now. I assure you I am safe. I love u and tell mom that I love her too.

I know this will be really hard on her so please support her. Bye. Take care of yourself.

Again I love you more than anything in the world.

Your dear daughter,
Bella. xxx

I was crying at the end of the letter. But I can't stay and let Charlie see me like his.

He would probably freak out and make the situations worst.

I stick the letter on the fridge. I took a look around the house for the last time.

Oh how much I am going to miss this place. I took one photo of mom and dad together and put it in my bag. I took the suitcase and put the suitcase in the back of the truck.

I first went to the bank and withdraw all my cash.

I drove to the airport.

Charlie must be on his way to home.

I approach the counter and the lady smiled at me. I smiled back a fake smile.

"Hello ma'am. How can I help you?"

"I want to take a flight to Alaska."

She took her eyes off of me and began typing in the computer.

She again met my eyes and told me it was in next half an hour.

I was very glad. I took the ticket and then after security check sat in the plane.
I look outside the window and my hand begins to rub at my stomach thinking that a life is growing in me. I will do anything for it. I smiled at the thought. I don't know what will happen but I just wish it happens well. With that last thought I drifted into sleep.

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