Torn Apart-Sophie's POV (Part 1)

A/N: Hi guys! Sorry for the long wait, I had relatives over and stuff. And I'm getting more soon, so I may not be able to update as often. :/

Buuuuuuut...... Here is the next update! :D

The moment Tam stiffened, I realized my mistake. 

What's wrong with me?

Now he has to choose whether to be happy for his sister, or comfort me.

But then, a little voice in my head started to scold me. 

No Sophie.

This is good. 

It means you can be happy with Tam. 

Because you were rejected,

I winced. 

It cleared up things, and now you have a new opportunity to grow as a person, help out your friends, strengthen existing relationships and create new ones. 

After weighing the two conflicting mindsets, I decided to go with the more positive one. 

I want to be happy, and if other people are happy, then I am too. 

As I chose to focus on the positive and not let my mind wander into the negative, I could feel my tears dry, and realize that they came from a part of me that grew attached to Fitz because he was the one who brought me here. 

My mind had played tricks on my heart, but now that I realized it, both my mind and heart were in accordance. 

I wanted to be with Tam. 

I was crying because I mourned the idea of losing Fitz, but my heart thumped wildly when I realized that I had someone to enjoy time with also, just the two of us.

And he was holding me.  

Looking up at him through now dry eyes, I saw that Tam was looking down at me, biting his lip, unsure how to respond. 

I laid my head in his lap, not sure how to relate my newfound feelings to him. 

But I had to try. 

A/N: That's it for now! I know it was short, but I really wanted to get SOMETHING posted. I promise the next one will be longer. Promise. :)


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