Torn Apart-Sophie's POV (Part 1)
A/N: Hi guys! Sorry for the long wait, I had relatives over and stuff. And I'm getting more soon, so I may not be able to update as often. :/
Buuuuuuut...... Here is the next update! :D
The moment Tam stiffened, I realized my mistake.
What's wrong with me?
Now he has to choose whether to be happy for his sister, or comfort me.
But then, a little voice in my head started to scold me.
No Sophie.
This is good.
It means you can be happy with Tam.
Because you were rejected,
I winced.
It cleared up things, and now you have a new opportunity to grow as a person, help out your friends, strengthen existing relationships and create new ones.
After weighing the two conflicting mindsets, I decided to go with the more positive one.
I want to be happy, and if other people are happy, then I am too.
As I chose to focus on the positive and not let my mind wander into the negative, I could feel my tears dry, and realize that they came from a part of me that grew attached to Fitz because he was the one who brought me here.
My mind had played tricks on my heart, but now that I realized it, both my mind and heart were in accordance.
I wanted to be with Tam.
I was crying because I mourned the idea of losing Fitz, but my heart thumped wildly when I realized that I had someone to enjoy time with also, just the two of us.
And he was holding me.
Looking up at him through now dry eyes, I saw that Tam was looking down at me, biting his lip, unsure how to respond.
I laid my head in his lap, not sure how to relate my newfound feelings to him.
But I had to try.
A/N: That's it for now! I know it was short, but I really wanted to get SOMETHING posted. I promise the next one will be longer. Promise. :)
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