-So you've always been this way?

-If you're trying to fix me, give up, it's useless.

-Nothing's useless.

     He said smilling. I've been talking on a weekly basis with him for the past 8 months or so. He isn't giving up on his girlsfriend because they grew up together and doesn't want her to self distruct, altough she already is. Also he wasn't giving up on me neither.

-I need to feed to exist.

-And that's it for you? You hunt, you feed, you kill and then repeat?

-Yes, over and over and over again.

-You could do so many things, learn so much, love so deep.

-As deep as my fangs allow it.

      I tried joking with him but he didn't let me change the subject.

-Your humour is contagious, you know? My girlfriend said just last night that I'm funnier than before and she likes it.

-If you're suggesting to grab a ,,bite" with her or ,,drink" something it's a twisted and sick surely to very bad down the road kind of idea.

      He laughed, of course he didn't want me to meet her, I don't like her, he's so smart and could do so much more with his life if he'd just let go...

-You know it won't work, I'm not letting her near you because in your eyes my happiness starts with her death. So don't imply I ever said or suggested that.

-You don't need to keep her away, if she wasn't pomping your heart I would've killed her by now.

-Why? You said you don't love or like humans. Why would you ever do something good for me?