I know you want to strangle me right now for the last chapter . But I won't let you , no no .

Enjoy (?) the chapter x

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Zayn parked the car in his and Liam's driveway , the three got out and helped Louis with his suitcase and bag .

"You'll stay with us , alright ? For as long as you need ." Zayn put his arm around Louis' shoulder , Louis nodded , his throat was still lumped and he didn't want his voice to crack .

Liam put the suitcase in the guest bedroom , "I'm going to make us all some tea ." He said and left the room to the kitchen .

Louis was staring into space , the thoughts running in his brain . Is it really over ? Harry and him really broke up ? Harry was the best thing that has ever happened to him , and just like that it was over . Harry made him smile , laugh , blush - Harry made him happy . The happiest he's ever been in his entire life . Harry was the first person who loved Louis , even his parent didn't . 

His face crumpled in realization - it was really over . 

Zayn noticed and was quick to embrace him , his heart hurt at hearing Louis' quiet cries . He rubbed his back and didn't say a word , mostly because he didn't know what to say . 

Liam walked back into the room , he was about to say the tea was ready but closed his mouth when he saw Zayn holding a crying Louis . He joined their hug and put his arm around Louis firmly , "It'll be okay , I promise ." He whispered .

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Harry was laying with his face down on the couch , he was out of tears after long three hours of crying . Bear and Milo tried comforting him , like they always do , but he just pushed the two away and turned to face the back of the couch . 

His stomach hurt from the lack of eating and his mouth was dry , but he had no energy nor motivation to get up . He just lost the most perfect thing in his life , nothing is worth it anymore .

His mind was running over last night . The words he said to Louis , the oh so stupid words he said . How could he ? Sure , he was angry this guy was hugging Louis , but taking it out on Louis ? He couldn't believe himself . Then he walked out , he knew he's going to screw up even more if he didn't . 

He drove to a bar , and planned on going to stay at Niall's place until he's sober . He ordered a beer , the barman behind the counter asked him if he's okay . Harry said no , and said he had a fight with the one he loved the most .

He was close to finishing his beer , when Kendall approached him . He was confused as to why she was there , specifically at the same bar he was at , at the same time . They had a little conversation , Kendall kept ordering them drinks . While Harry got more drunk , Kendall became happier with herself . She knew how Harry is with alcohol , she tried getting him to go out for a drink back then , after the photoshoot . But because of Louis , Harry didn't come . So she didn't have a choice but to kick Louis out of her way .

By the time Harry was completely drunk and Kendall was happy with herself , she told him he should come stay the night at her place . Drunk Harry had no slight idea what's going on , and soon he was taken out of the bar , Kendall pushed her hand into Harry's back pocket for his car keys and got them both to her place .

By the time they were there Harry was half asleep . She helped him into the house and told him to take his clothes off , so he could go to sleep . Harry was stumbling around the room as he took off his clothes , staying in boxers only . He lied under the covers and fell asleep in seconds .

When he woke up , he had no underwear on , Kendall was naked in bed next to him sound asleep . He jumped out of bed when he felt last night's drinks come up , running to the bathroom and throwing it all up . He cleaned his mouth with water and flushed the toilet , when he saw a condom in the trash . His heart skipped a beat and he was quick to pull his clothes back on , with Kendall repeatedly asking him to stay for "round two" .

He ran out of the house with his heart pounding to hard , almost making him crash into cars on the way home .

Harry thought about it all , did he really have sex with Kendall ? He hoped not . His phone started ringing from the living room table , he turned his head and grabbed it , seeing Niall's contact name on the screen .

"Hello ?"

"Haz ! Tyler is here to visit , get Louis and we're meeting for brunch in an hour ." Niall said enthusiastically , Harry's heart shattered and he let out a sigh . 

"Sorry , can't ."

"What ? You and Louis love Tyler , what happened ?"

Harry was quiet . How could he tell Niall Louis and him broke up ?

"Harry ? You there ?"

"Yeah . Sorry , we can't come ."

"We're coming to your place ."

Before Harry could protest Niall hung up , Harry let out a breath and slumped back against the couch .

Ten minutes later there was knocking on the door , but Harry didn't feel like getting up . Niall let himself in with Tyler following , "Harry ? You here ?"

"Yeah ." Harry said , not turning his head from the back of the couch .

"Hey , what happened ?" Niall sat next to him with his hand on Harry's shoulder , "Where's Louis ?"

Harry didn't answer , he felt tears stinging in his eyes .

"Harry ? You're making me worried , tell me what happened ." Niall asked , Tyler watched intensely from next to them .

"We broke up ." Harry whispered out , Tyler's gasp making tears fall down his cheeks .

"Wh-what ? Why ? When did you - I -" Niall was speechless , looking at Tyler then back at Harry .

Harry wiped his cheeks , "I'm such a fucking asshole , Niall , I'm the worst . I regret everything , I never meant for it to happen , I swear ." He cried out .

Niall rubbed his back , "Hey , shh , it's okay -"

"No it's not fucking okay ! I lost him , I lost the best thing that has ever happened to me . Jesus fucking christ , Niall , this is my worst fear . My worst nightmare is coming true , I don't know how to deal with it ." Harry sobbed , covering his face with his arms .

Tyler told Niall he'll get him some water , Niall nodded and turned back to Harry , "Harry , calm down . You're going to make yourself sick like this . Sit up so we can talk properly ." Niall helped him up , Harry wiped his cheeks and took a few gulps of the water glass he was given .

"Tell me everything ." Niall said , Tyler sat next to Harry with a sad face and rubbed up and down his arm , trying to calm him down .

Harry went on about everything that he remembered happening , having to stop every few sentences . He couldn't believe himself , how could he ever let himself go to a bar ?

Niall hugged him and let him cry in his shoulder a little before pulling back , "What you did is bad , and we both know it . But I'll help you , okay ? I promise to help you with everything I can ."

"I promise too ." Tyler rubbed Harry's shoulder , Harry thanked him quietly and asked to be left alone . The two nodded and gave him one last hug , going out of the house .

They drove to Zayn and Liam's place , Liam opened the door with a sad smile , "You've been to Harry's haven't you ?"

They nodded . "We want to see Louis ." Niall said , Liam allowed them in , "He's in the guest bedroom with Zayn , please be gentle with him ."

Liam led them to the room , Louis was laying on the bed with his head on Zayn's lap , he was out of tears but the lump in his throat never left , nor the hurting in his chest .

Niall crouched down in front of him , "Hey , Lou ." He gave him a sad smile .

"Hi Ni ." Louis sniffled quietly .

Niall moved a bit of Louis' hair off his forehead , "Tyler is here , want to say hello ?"

Louis lifted his head up , looking at Tyler who gave him a light smile . Louis stood up and went to give him a hug , Tyler hugged him back and squeezed him , "Hey ."

"Hi . Haven't seen you in a while ." Louis said , sniffling . They pulled back , Tyler gave him a sad look , "I can't stand seeing you two like this ."

"You were at Harry's ?" Zayn asked , reaching to grab Louis' arm and bring him back to lie on the bed . He knew the boy was exhausted .

"Yeah . He's a mess ." Tyler said quietly .

"He'd better be ." Liam mumbled angrily , though in his heart he was worried about his friend .

The room stayed quiet , until Louis spoke up , "I have an afternoon shift today , in three hours ."

"You don't have to go , I'll call you in if you want ." Liam suggested , but Louis shook his head , "No , I'll go . I need a distraction , I need to get away for a little while ."

Liam nodded , "Okay . Are you hungry ? Thirsty ?"

Louis shook his head , "No , I'm okay ."

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Louis was halfway through his shift , when his boss , Tim , walked in . "Hey Louis ." He smiled .

"Hey , boss ." Louis smiled back , the smile was kind of fake but Tim didn't have to know .

"How are you ? Is everything okay here ?" Tim asked , Louis nodded , "Yeah , everything is good ."

"Good , good . Just thought I'd come by to check up on a few things ." Tim walked to the small kitchen-room . He was back with a cup of tea in his hands , Louis put the cases down on the desk and looked up at his boss , "So when is Adam going to start working here ? As an employee ?"

"Who ?" Tim asked , furrowing his eyebrows .

"Adam , the new employee you hired ?" Louis raised his eyebrow , "Adam Burk ?" He continued when he saw Tim was still confused .

"Louis , I never hired a guy named Adam ." 

Louis frowned . "But - but yesterday -" He stopped to think for a moment . What ? How could Tim not know who he hired and who he didn't ?

"What was yesterday ?" Tim asked .

"A guy named Adam walked in and told me you hired him , and that you wanted him to stay a full shift with me to get to know the work ."

Tim shook his head , "I have no idea who this guy is ."

Louis was frozen in his place , he didn't know how to react . If Adam wasn't hired , then what was he doing all shift with him yesterday ?

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Sorryyyyy but this is something , isn't it ?

Hope you liked it , tell me if you didn't x

~Author