Ch.5
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Morning after , Louis slowly woke up to a warm body pressed to him , soft rubs on his back and raspy voice .
"Lou ... wake up , little one ."
Louis shifted and opened his eyes , meeting a toned chest . His eyes trailed up , this time meeting a pair of green eyes . Harry smiled at him , "Good morning ."
"Good morning ." Louis said quietly , his voice hoarse from sleep . Harry pecked his cheek , "Did you sleep well ?"
"Yeah . You ?" Louis asked , letting out a yawn . "Yeah , me too ." Harry moved Louis' hair from his forehead . "I woke up a bit earlier , and thought of where should I take you out to and when . But then I remembered I didn't tell anyone about me being bi , so it might be a bit delayed ." Harry gave him an apologetic smile .
"O-oh , you were serious about it ?" Louis blushed , "You smelled like alcohol last night , I was sure you were joking ."
"No , I'm not joking ." Harry caressed his cheek , "I know it's rushed , but I'd like to take you out . Will you let me take you out ?"
Louis sat up on the bed , looking around . They were at the hotel room , snow falling outside the window .
He thought about all of this ; going on a date with Harry . Is it really happening ? Probably . But he can't date Harry , not because he doesn't want to . He knows he just can't , he doesn't deserve someone as perfect as Harry . Harry is every girl's and boy's dream , he doesn't need someone broken and unworthy as Louis .
Louis moved the covers off him and sat on the edge of the bed , his back towards Harry . "I don't think we should go on a date ." He said quietly .
Harry frowned and sat up , "Why not ?"
"Because , you're Harry Styles ; the perfect model and amazing YouTuber , you can't date someone like me ." Louis said and looked down .
Harry got out of bed and went over to Louis , "What do you mean ?" He asked as he crouched down on his knees in front of Louis . "What do you mean someone like you ?"
"Broken , unworthy , useless , unattractive . The list can go on -"
"Why do you think all of this about yourself ?"
"I don't think it , I know it ."
"Then you know nothing ."
Louis silenced . He didn't dare looking at Harry , afraid that if he looked up he'd meet Harry's laughing face .
"If you could see what I see , you'd think differently . I see a beautiful , shy , cute , small and adorable boy who I want to take on a date and get to know better ." Harry grabbed his arms in his hands , rubbing his thumbs soothly .
"But - " "But what ?"
"You're Harry Styles , you can get whoever you want just by looking at them . You shouldn't want to date someone like me , I don't deserve you ."
"It's me who doesn't deserve you ." Harry scooted closer , "And I don't want anybody else . I want you , to take you on a date . Please ? Will you let me take you on a date ? Give me a chance ?"
Louis looked at him , staring into his eyes . He sighed , "Okay ."
"Okay ?" Harry broke into a grin .
"Okay ." Louis nodded .
Harry grinned at him , he stood up and took Louis' hands , pulling him up aswell . "I think we'd better go home , I have a feeling Bear and Milo wrecked the house ." Harry chuckled , Louis giggled softly , "I wouldn't be surprised if they did ."
"Me neither . We'll grab some coffee on our way home , I'll make you a proper breakfast at home , alright ?" Harry ran his fingers through his hair , Louis nodded and walked into the bathroom .
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Harry parked the car in the driveway , they got out of the car and walked to the door . Harry unlocked the door and handed Louis his cup of coffee , "Safety first . The two beasts are going to jump on me and knock me down . It's your mission to get to the table as fast as you can with the two cups ." Harry said , Louis giggled at his silliness and took the cup from him .
Harry opened the door , he let Louis in and closed the door behind them , when Bear ran towards them and jumped on Harry , making him fall to the floor . Louis giggled and put his bag on the floor , then went to put the two cups on the kitchen counter .
"I might need a little help here !" Harry called , both Milo and Bear were currently attacking Harry . Louis giggled and went over to help him , he grabbed Milo and lifted him up , then pushed Bear off him . Harry took a deep breath , "Thank you ."
Louis giggled once again and put Milo down , he offered his hand to Harry to get up . Louis tried pulling Harry up but Harry was strong and heavy , which caused Harry to pull him down on top of him , knocking him back to the floor .
"Oops !" Harry laughed , Louis giggled and looked up at Harry . "Hi ."
"Hello there ." Harry chuckled , "Sorry about that , you're just tiny , we should've seen it coming ."
Louis rolled his eyes playfully , "I'm not tiny ."
"Oh no , not tiny at all ." Harry winked at him .
Louis got off Harry and stood up , Harry right after him , "I'll go make us breakfast , alright ?" Harry said and brushed his jeans , he took off his shoes and walked to the kitchen .
Louis took his bag and , once again , unpacked it in the guest room . He finished and walked into the kitchen , Milo walking between his legs , barking for attention . Louis smiled down at the small puppy and picked him up , Milo licked his cheek , causing Louis to giggle and crinkle his eyes .
Harry watched the two with a smile , he finished making him and Louis breakfast and put it in plates , carrying it to the table . He filled Milo and Bear's bowls with water , and their other bowls with food , the two sat on the floor next to each other and started eating eagerly .
Louis and Harry sat next to the table and ate in a comfortable silence .
"I'm trying to think what I should say in the video ." Harry said when they finished .
"What video ?" Louis asked .
"Of me , telling i'm bi ."
"Oh . Uhm , maybe just explain things . Why do you feel like that and how you found out ." Louis suggested .
"Yeah , but how will I say it ? Except for you and my mum no one knows ." Harry rubbed his face .
"Don't rush it , you don't have to do it now if you're not ready for everyone to know ."
"But I really want to take you on a date , but I should explain things before we go out ." Harry pushed his curls back .
"Do you remember what you told your mum ?" Louis asked , Harry was confused but nodded . "Then say the same to the camera , but make it look like you're talking to your sister or something . Just imagine you're talking to someone close to you , it'll probably make it easier ."
Harry thought about it , a smile tugging on his lips . "Yeah , it's good . I can work with it ." He smiled at Louis and leaned close to him , pressing a long kiss to his cheek , "Thank you . I'll go get the camera ." He got up and ran to his room .
Louis got a little nervous , but he shook his head and took his and Harry's plates to the sink , washing them . Harry came into the living room and saw Louis doing the dishes , he sighed and put the camera and it's stand down and walked over to him , closing the tap , "Leave it , I'll do it later ."
"Harry -" "I mean it ." Harry took the plate from his hands and put it down , handing him a towel , "Don't feel like you have to ."
"It's a habit . I used to do it at home - uhm , at my old house ." Louis said , "Everyone would leave the table and I'd be left to clean up and do the dishes . I'm used to it ." Louis turned to the sink again but Harry pulled him back , "Well , you don't live there , you live here with me , and you don't have to do it ."
"At least let me finish until you get everything ready ?" Louis asked , looking up at him through his eyelashes . Harry bit his lower lip and sighed , "Alright . Just this one time ." He gave in . Louis grinned and turned to the sink to continue wash the dishes .
Harry positioned the camera in front of the big glass doors to the balcony so it faces the living room and kitchen he took a chair from the table sat it in front of the camera , going behind the camera to direct it so he could be seen in the frame .
Louis finished with the dishes and dried his hands , then went to sit on the couch behind the camera so he won't be seen .
Harry clicked on the recording button and moved to sit in front of the camera , he took a deep breath . He looked at Louis , "Stay here ? Please ?"
Louis nodded , he didn't want to talk so he won't be heard on camera .
Harry turned back to the camera , "Hello lovelies , It's Harry here . Uhm , this is not a regular video of me talking to the camera , there's no script , not a challenge , a tag , or anything . More like a confession I want to make ." He stopped and took a deep breath . "I am bisexual ."
He bit his lower lip , looking over to Louis , who nodded in encouragement .
"I - I was confused about it for a little while . I was attracted to girls , but not as much as I was attracted to guys . I've had - ... sexual interactions with girls , and I kind of liked it . I haven't have any with a guy , but I found guys attractive in a way a straight guy wouldn't be thinking about ."
He stopped again and turned to Louis , "I have nothing else to say ."
"Keep explaining . Imagine how many questions your sister will ask , and answer them ." Louis said quietly and calmly . Harry took a deep breath and nodded .
"Well , I , uh . If you wondered , then yes , I do have a crush on a boy right now ." Harry said with a smile , "He's small , cute , nice , shy , adorable and overly beautiful . And he happened to be in this room with me right now ." Harr turned to Louis and winked , Louis' eyes widened and blushed creeped up his cheeks , painting them deep red .
"I met his two weeks ago , and I know it's rushed but I'd like to know him better ." Harry turned back to the camera with a smile , "And I just made him blush deeply ."
Louis covered his face in his hands , hearing Harry chuckle .
"Well , back to our topic . Uhm , I also realized that , I am more attracted to boys than girls . I do find girls attractive , but not as much as I find guys attractive . Uh , I was even more confused about it , but this certain boy made my mind clear ." Harry said with a smile .
He turned to Louis once again , "Do you want to come ?" He offered his hand . Louis shook his head shyly .
"Are you sure ?" He asked , "You know the fans already know you from my Instagram ." He chuckled . He shook his head again and looked away shyly .
"Well , I think this is it . I hope you accept it , I love you all , stay amazing . All the love ." Harry blew a kiss and waved at the camera , then got up to stop the recording .
"You did great ." Louis smiled up at Harry , Harry grinned at him and opened his arms , "Give me a cuddle ."
Louis shyly got up from the couch , Harry rolled his eyes playfully and grabbed his waist , pulling him into his embrace . He locked his arms tightly around Louis' waist and lifted him off his feet , Louis gasped in surprise and wrapped his arms around Harry's neck .
Harry squeezed him , "I'm so glad I did it , I'll edit it a bit and upload it ." He let go and put Louis down , pressing a kiss to his cheek , "Thank you for bring here ."
"Welcome ." Louis smiled shyly , blushing lightly .
Harry pulled back from their hug and went upstairs to get his laptop and cord to plug the camera to the computer .
Louis sat on the couch , Milo cuddled on his lap and Bear laying mext to him , nose nudging his thigh for attention . Louis giggled quielty and pet him , watching Milo slowly falling asleep on him .
Harry sat on Louis' other side with the laptop on his lap as he watched Milo and Bear surrounding Louis . He smiled , "Can I take a picture of those two attention craving babies ?" Harry asked , Louis giggled and nodded , "But don't get my face in the frame ."
Harry pouted , "Why not ?"
"Because , I don't want to ." Louis said quietly . Harry sighed and pressed a long kiss to his cheek , then took his phone out to take a picture of Bear and Milo .
He put it on Instagram with the caption , "Attention craving babies . x" and put his phone back down to continue editing the video .
An hour later Harry finished , he did the final touches and played the video to see if anything needs to be edited again , then went on YouTube on his channel and uploaded , then tweeted the video will be up in a few .
He put the laptop on the coffee table and sat back next to Louis , "Can I have a cuddle too ?"
Louis giggled and blushed , nodding shyly . Harry grinned and sat close to Louis , linking their arms together as he put his head on his shoulder .
"You're like a human teddy bear ." Harry said and nuzzled closer to Louis , "You're small , soft , warm , cute and cuddly ."
Louis blushed and bit his lower lip , Harry chuckled , "You're adorable . And now I want a proper cuddle ." He sat up and carefully picked Milo off his lap , "Sorry mate , It's my turn now ." He put Milo next to Bear on the couch and turned to Louis , pulling his small frame into his chest , tucking him under his chin .
"I'll take you out to dinner today , what do you say ?" Harry asked and looked down to Louis .
"Not something expensive please , just casual ." Louis looked up to Harry , who nodded , "Okay ." He pressed a kiss to his forehead .
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It's 1.30 a.m on a school night , but I had to finish this chapter ! Love you all . xx
~Author
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