Ch. 43
Another chappie . Yeh .
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"Hey , come in ." Louis smiled as he let Liam and Zayn in , the two smiled and walked inside , "Is Harry home ?"
"Not yet , he'll be here later ." Louis shook his head .
Liam sniffed the air , "Are you making dinner ?"
"Yeah . Well , trying and hoping it'll come out good ." Louis crossed his fingers , "Harry had a long day , so I wanted to make him dinner when he comes home ."
"You're sweet . Is he treating you back the same way ?" Zayn asked and wrapped his arm around Louis' shoulders , Louis nodded with a shy smile , "Yeah , he is ."
Louis looked at the recipe and was really careful with the food , he focused on it so much he didn't hear Liam and Zayn's quiet laughs .
Louis finished with dinner and let out a long sigh , glad he made it all the way through with out burning the food or not letting it cook enough . He placed it into four plates as Liam and Zayn helped make the table .
They sat around the table and waited for Harry to arrive , looking at the clock . It was getting close to nine . Louis bit on his nails , knowing Harry is probably going to be very exhausted , so he prepared himself .
It was a little past nine when the door burst open , making the three jump a little in their seats and turn their heads to the door . Harry wobbly walked in , cursing and kicking his shoes off .
Louis got up from his seat and carefully walked closer to him , "H-Harry ?"
"What !?" Harry snapped , making Louis step back , "A-are you okay ?"
"No I'm not fucking okay ! First , I am forced to go to an interview with the must fucking annoying interviewer ever , then I have a photoshoot with another bitch of a model that can't keep her hands off my fucking body . And when I try going for a drink to calm myself down the fucking papparazzi's follow me with the stupidest questions ! And now I have to come back home to the house still a mess and you standing like a worthless bitch and doing nothing but anger me even more !" Harry now towered over Louis , Louis was trembling with tears in his eyes ; he could smell alcohol in his breath .
"Harry what the fuck was that ?!" Zayn and Liam separated them , Zayn pulled Louis to the bedroom while Liam pushed Harry against a wall to control him .
"We're fucking sick and tired you getting drunk and hurting Louis , what the hell did you say that for ?!" Liam screamed in his face and showed him the living room and kitchen , "The house is tidy , you saw a mess because you just threw your shoes and jacket on the fucking floor . The boy was so careful with making you dinner after a long day , he barely payed attention to anything else !"
Harry breathed heavily as the drunk feeling slowly washed away , listening to Liam's words .
"You don't deserve him , if you want him to stay with your sorry ass you have to stop drinking ." Liam pushed him to the couch and walked to the bedroom , where Zayn and Louis were .
He knocked on the door , "It's me , Liam . Let me in ?"
A few seconds later Zayn unlocked the door and let him in , closing the door behind him . Louis wiped his tears , "H-how is he ?"
"You shouldn't worry about him , he's being a drunk ass once again ." Liam sat next to him on bed and rubbed his back , "How are you ?"
"Hurt ." Louis croaked out , "I k-know he's drunk , but it s-still hurt ."
"This isn't an excuse , getting drunk . He doesn't deserve you , if he still doesn't feel comfortable enough with coming to you after a bad day and instead gets drunk , he doesn't deserve you ."
Louis shook his head , "I l-love him ."
"And he loves you too , but you need to show him you won't be there if he gets drunk . He's not Harry when he is drunk ." Zayn added . "You can come spend the night at our place if you'd like ?"
"N-no , I'll stay here in the guest bedroom ." Louis shook his head , "Thanks for the offer , though ."
"Okay . But you still have to call us if something happens ." Liam said , Louis nodded , "Okay ."
"I'll go see how he's doing ." Zayn excused himself out of the room and went to the living room . Harry was sitting there with his head in his hands , fingertips massaging roughly into his scalp .
Zayn sat next to him , "Are you done being an ass ?"
"I don't deserve him , he needs someone better . But I love him , I don't want to let him go ." Harry mumbled .
"He loves you too , you're his Harry . But you're not his Harry when you're drunk . You have to stop getting fucking drunk , Styles ."
"I know , I know , but it's been a long ass day and I knew I'd flip it on Louis if I came home . So I went to the bar a little for two glasses , but this group of papparazzi came and threw questions , it got me angry and I took it out on Louis anyway . He shouldn't be getting any of this ."
"He's not going to be sleeping with you in bed tonight , he's sleeping in the guest bedroom . You get some sleep too . You'll talk in the morning , and I swear to god Styles , if you ever hurt him like that again I'm cutting your balls off and stapling it to your forehead ." With that Zayn got up and went to get Liam .
A few minutes later Liam and Zayn left with one last glare at Harry , Harry ran his hands over his face and sighed . He saw Louis walking into the guest bedroom quietly , the door closed and Harry sighed .
He looked to the side to the dining table , where the food was still waiting . Harry got up and went to get a little taste of it , it was a bit cold but still good . He wanted to throw himself off a bridge and be fed to cobras for his behaviour .
He went to change his clothes , then knocked on the guest bedroom door . "Lou , baby . I'm sorry . I love you so so much . We'll talk in the morning . I love you . I love you ."
He slowly back back into the bedroom , but he couldn't sleep in there while Louis is sleeping in the guest bedroom . He grabbed a pillow and a blanket and went to sleep on the couch .
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Louis woke up in the morning to a quiet house . He tightened the covers around himself and sighed , debating if he should get out of bed or not .
Fifteen minutes later he decided to get up , it was around nine o'clock . He opened the door and peeked out , the door to his and Harry's bedroom was slightly open . He bit his lip and stepped out of the guest bedroom quietly , walking to the kitchen .
He stopped when he noticed Harry on the couch , curled up under a blanket . He got him a glass of water and painkillers , knowing he's going to have a headache when he wakes up .
Bear approached him , Louis gave him a light smile , "Hey , buddy ." He pet his head and leaned to kiss between his ears , "Let's go so we won't wake Harry up ."
Just then Milo ran up to him barking , Louis held in his giggles and lifted the small dog up . He went to get himself a cookie and some milk , humming quietly to himself Melanie's song .
He heard Harry shuffling on the couch , groaning right after . He peeked into the living room , Harry grabbed his head between his hands and massaged his scalp .
Louis bit his lip and stayed quiet , ready to bolt back to the guest room if needed .
Harry was a little dizzy , he pushed the blanket off him and sat up on the couch , twisting his torso to the side to pop his back . He sighed and looked at the water and pills , debating if he should take it or not . Because he knew he deserves this headache .
Harry just stared at the pills until he heard Louis speaking up , "Why aren't you taking the pills ?"
He looked up to the kitchen , seeing Louis with Milo in his arms , looking concerned - which Harry thought he shouldn't be .
"I deserve the headache ." He simply answered .
Louis shook his head , "Please take the pills , I don't want you to suffer with the headache ."
Harry looked at Louis and took a deep breath , he took two pills and downed them with the water . "I'll make breakfast , yeah ?"
Louis nodded and moved to sit near the dining table , Milo on his lap . He busied himself with petting him as he listened to Harry cooking . Fifteen minutes later Harry placed the plates on the table , Louis thanked him and placed Milo on the floor so he could eat .
They ate quietly , Louis kept his eyes glued to his plate . Harry sneaked glances at him every once in a while , admiring his beauty quietly ; if he loses him he's going to go mental , he knew for sure .
They finished , Harry took the plates to the sink and sat back down , "Do you want to talk now ? Or you prefer later ?"
"N-now is okay ." Louis bit his lower lip , Harry nodded , "Okay . I'll start , yeah ?"
Louis nodded , his fingers played with the hem of his shirt nervously . He loved Harry and didn't want to lose him , but he didn't want to get hurt anymore .
"There's no word I can use to start describing how sorry I am . I've done this mistake once again and I keep learning the hard way that I shouldn't do this , but I'm a fucking dumbass -"
"Don't swear . Please ."
"Sorry . I , I don't deserve you , you're too good for me . I'm the luckiest guy in the world to call you mine , I feel so happy with you . I beat myself up when I make you upset , and give myself a pat on the shoulder when I make you happy . I don't want to lose you , I'll go mental . I'm sorry , I am so so sorry for what I said yesterday . I had a bad day and decided to go out and have a couple drinks so I won't take the anger out on you , but the papparazzi's in the bar got me angrier and I took it out on you anyway . I know I'm fucking it up -"
"Harry , don't swear ."
"Sorry , sorry . I know I'm messing it up only because I'm drunk , and you don't deserve being treated like that . But I also don't want to lose you , you're so important to me and I'll break without you . I'll make it up to you in every way possible , just ask me to ."
"Please never be drunk near me again . I mean , I'm not going to decide for you whether to drink or not , it's your own choice . Just don't be drunk near me ."
Harry nodded quickly , "I promise . I promise ."
"Thank you ." Louis pursed his lips .
"Can I hug you now ?" Harry asked , Louis nodded with a slight smile , "Yeah ."
Harry stood up and pulled Louis with him , wrapping him tightly in his arms . Louis snuggled into his chest , "You need a shower ." He giggled quietly . Harry chuckled , "Yeah , I probably do ."
"Well then go , stinky ." Louis pushed him playfully , Harry raised his eyebrow , "Cheeky , are you ?"
Louis shrugged playfully , earning a few pinches to his side . He giggled and pushed Harry's hand away , "Go already ."
Harry chuckled and leaned to kiss his lips , holding his face in his hands . Louis wrapped his arms around Harry's torso , "Still stinky ." He giggled .
Harry laughed against his lips and tickled him , "Will you calm down , cheeky baby ?"
Louis squirmed away from him , "Go already !" He called through giggles and pushed his hands away .
Harry grabbed him again and kissed his lips , "I love you ."
"I love you too , stinky ." Louis smiled and pecked his cheek .
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Next chapter will be fluff , be ready because you're going to meeeelt .
Hope you liked it , tell me if you didn't . x
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