Chapter 18- Memories

During the middle of the movie there was a part where the main character loses his mom during a crazy car accident but it only reminded me of my mom. I really miss her, before I know it I feel an overwhelming sadness and I break down in tears. I tried to hide it but Marinette quickly notices and pulls me into a great big hug. *Great now I bet she thinks I am a weak loser* I think. "Adrien are you okay?" she whisper ask me trying not to get attention.

 I stay quiet still holding her tight. For a second I wanted to say yes but it would be a lie it hurts so bad. "Come on let's get out of here, do you want to talk about it? We can take a walk in the park" she adds quietly. I nod and release her from the hug quickly regretting the lack of warmth she gives me but she then slips her hand into mine and squeezes it tight receiving a squeeze back and we walk out.

Marinette's POV

I turn to see Adrien and notice he is in tears I quickly react bringing him into a hug. With my voice full of concern I ask him if he is ok but I get no response, instead he holds me tighter which really answered my question. "Come on let's get out of here, do you want to talk about it? We can take a walk in the park" I ask him bringing my voice down so no one can hear me but him. He nods and we release the hug but I quickly regret it and from the look of disappointment in his face I start to think he did too so I decided to hold his hand and give him a reassuring squeeze, I feel him return it with a squeeze of his own and I lead him out of the theater. I am really not sure where I got the sudden confidence but I like it. After a quiet and long walk we finally get to the park and sit by the fountain. I decide to break the silence.

Marinette- "Adrien what's wrong? You don't have to hide it you know you can talk to me."

Adrien- "I just don't understand why life has to be so hard." Adrien once again breaks into tears but tries to hide it by putting his head down.

Marinette- "Hey look at me you don't have to be afraid, you don't have to hide it from me. I am not sure what is happening but I want you to know that whatever it is I will be here for you."

Adrien- "I'm sorry I hate that you have to see me like this you must think I am some weak rich kid."

Marinette- "Never, how could you think that? Adrien I would never think that about you. You are one of the strongest, smartest, kindest guys I know and this changes nothing. Look at me" I put a finger under his chin and lift his head up a little so he can look at me. "Don't ever apologize for letting your feelings out, you know even the strongest people cry. I will never judge you and I need you to know that this does not make you weak on the contrary it helps you be stronger. Please know I will be here for you... Always"

Adrien- I look into her eyes and I can see she is being honest. "Do you really think that of me?"

Marinette- Always

Adrien- Thank you, you always know how to make me feel better.

Marinette- Do you want to tell me what's wrong?

Adrien-"Yeah... *He then takes a deep breath and begins to speak softly* I am ok it's just that the movie reminded me so much of my mom. I miss her so much Mari. After her disappearance everything changed. I always feel so alone, so lost, you already know my dad and he is acts so cold even towards me. He only cares about his business and honestly I think he only cares about the side of me that is good for his business. I know that I might overthink things but most of the times I doubt he loves me and only cares that I'd be the perfect model son. I guess it's a reminder that I have no one. I feel empty."

*I can't believe he feels this way I knew since day one his smile was fake but never thought it was this bad. If only I could show him I love him and he is someone to me.*

Marinette- "I am truly sorry about your mom Adrien I can't even begin to imagine how difficult that must be for you, but you need to know that you are not alone, you have us with you. You have Nino, Alya, even Chloe, but most importantly you have me. We may not be family but we will never leave you. I will never leave you. Your dad is probably having a hard time without your mom as well; remember he lost the love of his life. I know that it doesn't give him the right to treat you that way but maybe he lost his way after the pain. Either way you don't need him because you have us and you have my parents they love you and know they will always be there for you as well. You are not alone because you have us and don't ever think you are not loved because we love you."

*I once again bring him into a bone crushing hug and I feel him return it with no hesitation whatsoever.*

Adrien- "Thank you Marinette I really appreciate you always being here for me."

They pair release the hold and then sit in a comfortable silence. *I still can't believe Adrien goes through all this and still fakes a smile; he is so strong and has an amazing heart. This is one of the reasons I love him. He really thought I would think he was weak if he cried? Never In fact it just makes me want to be closer to him. I think that with every hour that passes by I fall deeper in love with Adrien, but what about Chat he also holds my heart. Oh I am so confused. * Adrien then pulls me closer to him and without giving it so much as a thought I lean on him and place my head on his shoulder as we look at the stars.

Adrien- "Beautiful night isn't it?

Marinette- "Yes but the best part is looking at the stars. It makes me really happy it's like being in a whole different world with no worries, no doubts, just beauty and love."

Adrien- "Wow I never thought about it that way. I have always love the stars but because they reminded me of my mom. Her beauty and the way her eyes sparkled kind of like the stars. Sometimes I look up and think that she is one them and is looking over me."

Marinette- "I know she is"

At that second we both stare into each other's eyes. Emerald meets blue and it feels like time stopped. I can feel him leaning in and my body reacts leaning in as well. We both close our eyes and our lips collide. The kiss was slow and gentle but begins to turns into something more passionate, full of love, and hungry. I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him closer as my fingers begin to play with his blond soft hair as he wraps his around my waist closing the remaining distance between us. Neither one of us show any signs of wanting to pull away.

I feel sparks all over my body and my hearts beat speeds up, we are so close I can feel his heart do the same. Even though we kissed before it feels like the first time. It was better, I felt loved, and it felt like home. I now have to pull for air and I hate it but we both need to breathe. After taking a breath we both stared at each other and spoke at the same time the only thing we both were thinking "wow." I saw him stare at my lips once again and right when I decided that I also wanted one more kiss we hear "what's going on here?"

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