It's sad that we don't know what we have until its gone

I miss your smile

Your laugh

Your hugs

Even your lectures

I refuse to say goodbye

I want to believe so bad that this is all a dream

That one day I'll wake up and hear that you're okay

That I'll walk into your house and you'll be there calling out my name

What hurts the most is we drifted apart

My stubbornness got in the way

I always thought I could push the apology to another day

It's funny how much you think of things

When it's much too late

When time tells you to kiss her ass

And you have to deal with the pain left behind

Like dust in the wind

You become a reflection of your former self

Because you let the grief overtake you

And fall further away from reality

How I wish we had one more chance to put things right

It's funny

I always thought we'd have forever

When really we only had one day left to be together