Why pretend if you know the truth
Why give hope when it's obvious what is real
Was it fun for
Did it give you a good laugh
I guess I knew the truth as well
I guess I knew it all along
But I played dumb
Turned a blind eye and tried to hold on
This must be hysterical
Have you finished making me your victim
Have you finally decided to set me free
It would be easy
You lose nothing
While I lose everything
It must have meant nothing
The time we shared
I understand it perfectly now
I let it swallow me whole
My only fault is trusting your words
Your sweet honey filled words
How they lured me in
I get it
I'm sorry for being such a hindrance
A nuisance
A thorn in your side left to fester for so long
Should I leave now that you're done with me
The pain will fade
The wound will heal
My scar will be an everlasting reminder of my failure
I seem to collect them
Scars
This one too will leave me broken for a while
I hope you're happy
I truly hope you're happy
Because as much as it hurts to know the truth
My heart it still beats rapidly only for you