My inside churn as I think of how I almost gave myself to you
As if under a spell
Hypnotized by this unknown force that surrounded you
Drunk on the thought of our bodies entwined
I gasp and take a step
A sin to harbor such feelings
A sin to cause such pain
How is it that with one look from you my mind becomes unstable
An unnerving chill
Dancing throughout my body
This cannot be natural
This must be why I am not my self
I cannot keep up with this dishonest behavior
I  don't have what it takes to keep you by my side anymore
Just stop and leave me alone
No!
I dont want your embrace
No!
I can't stand the taste of your lips on mine
Go...
Dissapeared from my sights
Leave me to my thoughts
My unforgivable memories
This is all I ask of you
Please
Just this once
Show me your mercy