*Michael's Point Of View *

it's been a week and thing's aren't getting any better, I try to talk to Marilyn but she ignores me, I was hopping she would just stop and come crying to me and I hold her and she apologizes for getting mad I apologize to her for making her mad and thing's go back to normal but it seems like this is my new normal, atleast she doesn't make me sleep in another room or on the couch but I might as well she won't touch me or talk to me if I touch her she would just fake sleep or totally ignore it sometimes I get her weak enough to moan but it's like she is fighting herself to forgive me or something I don't know I understand her getting mad first awhile but a whole weak without anything a kiss a word it's hard on me in every way,I wake up to Brandon crying and I see Marilyn yawn and get up to go get Brandon I wait till she walks out and I call my mom asking her for advice, she tells me to let her come to me, but I can't wait I need, her I want her, I LOVE her, after talking to my mom I make  reservations at 'La Lapez ',some new restaurant that is run by Italians I think and I made a special request for us to have a private table and some romantic decorations after hanging up with them, Marilyn walks in the room and grabs some clothes then goes in our bathroom, I watch her as she closes the door, I get up quietly and walk towards the door and hear her crying a bit talking to herself or praying, "why me I can't forgive him but I love him Melissa I know I'm lucky but he is my first love and my first everything he promised to never do this hell he made me promise.. I don't know I guess he's downstairs ...I know I'll talk to him... ok bye....",I. heard her say on the phone, I slowly walk away as I heard the shower water running, I go to my dresser and pulled out some fresh boxers and some black jeans and a green button up shirt and some socks and loafers and I walked in our bathroom, as I walk in Marilyn was just getting out the shower she was drying off then she saw me and quickly got dressed and walked out the bathroom, it's been awhile since I've seen her naked gosh I want her Now, I take a quick cold shower to cool off, then got dressed and walked downstairs and into the kitchen I see Marilyn making a bottle and a bowl of cereal

I walk beside her to get some frosted flakes but Marilyn grabs my hand, I look at her confused, "Michael I know I'm mad at you but you really haven't gotten to bond with Brandon so here you can feed him ",she said handing me the bottle, I take it,thank-you,she nodded she turned to sit at the table but I grabbed her gently pulling her back to me I gave her and intense stare as I looked at her, I have to kiss her, I put my hand behind her  head and made our lips clash together,she tries to fight but gives in kissing me back, I loosen my grip as I pulled away from her and kissed her jaw then trailed down to her neck, she let's out soft whispery moans, then she quickly pushes me off and grabs the baby bottle and ran out the kitchen, dang I was so close I walk out the kitchen and walk upstairs to go to Brandon's room I go in and see Marilyn picking up Brandon as he coo's and starts crying I slowly walk to them,can I feed him,she turns around slowly bouncing Brandon up and down then gently passes him to me I take him and he slowly stops crying, hush Brandon daddy is here,I cooed bouncing him up and down then Marilyn hands me the bottle, I cant explain the feeling of holding my son it's like evergtime is the first time I just want to mend our family..
*Marilyn's Point Of View *

I know I want Michael I need Michael every part of him I can't deny it every time he tries to talk to me it kills me that I give him the cold shoulder everytime he touches me I hate that I won't allow myself to let him know I want him, I know I better stop or I'll push him away I'll just ask my mom to watch Brandon this for the weekend, I just wanted Michael to know that I won't give in to him doing what he did then.and to stop him from thinking  putting a kiss on it will make it better, but I know it's killing him so I'll take it slow letting myself forgive him I already forgave him but I need time to forget what he did, Michael finished feeding Brandon and put Brandon on some fresh clothes and laid Brandon into his crib, he turned around to me, "Marilyn I know you are still mad but please let me make it up to you please? ",ok Michael I'll let you, "baby please don't... what you said yes?",I nod smiling, he walked to me and picked me up spinning me around, I giggle a bit as he puts me down....
*Later that afternoon*

I'm getting ready for my dinner date with Michael I just walked out the shower I feel good I'm freshly shaved , my hair is wet and curling up I part my hair in the middle and and took the blowdryer and started combing my hair as I blowdry it then after it was all dry I carefully part my hair piece by piece flat ironing it as it laid down just above my shoulders, I spray it to make it shiny then I put on some Victoria secret lingerie and slid on a nice dark purple form fitting cocktail dress that went must above my knees, I did some light make-up I put on pink lipgloss to match my pick lips and black eyeliner and made a smokey effect from purple and black eye shadow, I take a look at myself and put on my marital ring and my engagement ring on the right fingers and put on my sterling silver 4 carrot heart necklace, and a silver charm bracelet Michael gave me for our last anniversary, I walked out the bathroom into our room and walked to my dresser and spray my Hale Berry Closer perfume I spray myself down with it, and I walked to our closet and took out my black pumps and put them on I grab my black purse and my phone and walk downstairs I hear the bell ring and I walk to it seeing my mom I hug her, hey mom thanks for taking him for the weekend I need to make things right with Michael, I said letting her go, "it's ok hunny I'm glad you are forgiving him he is a good man",I nod as she slightly pushes me out the way opening her mouth, as I see Michael walk up with Brandon and his stuff, my mom hugs Michael we talk for awhile and she leaves, "you ready Marilyn? ",I nod as he grabs his key's and phone and we walk out, the car ride was ok we talked and laughed and when we got there he let me out and we walked in holding hands as we approached our table I put my hand to my mouth it was absolutely breath taking the way everything was set up, I see Michael smiling, "I see you like it ",I nod as he slowly let's my hand go and hands me two white lilies then pulls out my seat for me,I sit down, after we ordered we talked then our food came and we ate and talked some more, gosh Michael I LOVE YOU I'm sorry I hurt you I was drunk I...",I cut him off with a kiss and slowly  pulled back, Michael I forgive you to babe I was kinda overreacting I'm sorry I made you suffer but I was hurt, I said looking down, "baby girl don't apologize I needed that a wake up call to tell me I can't take you for granted plus she wasn't anything like you in any way I want you damn I need you in my life",I smile and he leans to kiss me and this kiss was more passionate and hungry I pull back making a loud smack, mmm gosh I missed that, "I think kitty is purring? ",I bite my lip and nod....
....To Be Continued....