*Michael's Point Of View *

after Melissa left I played with Brandon for awhile then Marilyn took him up for a. nap then I got called in for work I hate leaving Marilyn and Brandon but I had to I gotta meet the new executive of the record company after our meeting I rushed home and made it in time for dinner then I gave Brandon a bath and me and Marilyn put him to sleep then we went to bed...
*3 month's later *

I wake up to Brandon crying I sit up and stretched and look at Marilyn who was still sleep gosh can't believe Brandon has been with us for 3 months now Im glad to have him, but I've been so busy helping Bruno with his new album I've been stressed a little and it shows at home sometimes me and Marilyn argue but nothing to major but I did something horrible I for the first time got mad enough to leave and went to get a drink which turned into 2and 5 I let myself get drunk but that's not the worst part I was talking to this lady about my problems she listened she seemed familiar I didn't get her name she just looked alot like.... I can't really remember but after awhile she said she would help me next thing I know we are kissing on her couch I didn't want to but my mind was gone and my body did the talking we end up having sex but I atleast used protection which I know for sure but I woke up remembering what I did and the first thing I did was buy some flower's and some candy and rushed home when I got home Marilyn was no where to be found even the baby was gone I walked into the living room finding her sleep on the couch with tissues surrounding her and the tv running I set the flowers and candy next to her then walked upstairs to wash away my regret" I can't believe I did that I just can't believe ",is all I could say to myself I put on some fresh boxers and a pair of dress pants and a button up shirt then brushed my teeth till I felt the dirty kisses I shared with a strange woman I feel low knowing my wife cried till she fell asleep because of me, I walk back out the bathroom and sprayed my cologne,then I walk to Brandon's room and I don't see him or his baby bag but his other stuff is still there I breathe of relief, I walk down and see Marilyn waking up she looks around her and looked at the flowers but threw them at the tv and then turned and got up she spotted me and looked at me with nothing but rage when she got to. me she pounded in my chest calling me an asshole and other stuff then she got on her knee's and cried she told me she is staying at her mom's for while I begged her to stay telling her it was a mistake but it didn't work she packed and left and for 4weeks I was by myself, today she comes home gosh I need her I hated myself for doing that to her and not being able to see my son for 4weeks ,I sit and wait in the living room for Marilyn ,I hear the door open and I quickly get up and see Marilyn struggling with the baby and baby stuff, I try to help her but she won't let me, she finally gets in and drops the baby bags and goes in the kitchen to fix a bottle as I go get her stuff out her car then got the baby's stuff and carried them to our rooms and put them up then walked back downstairs to see Marilyn coming up carrying a sleepy Brandon I look at her but she doesn't even look at me, then a few minutes later she goes in the kitchen and fixes a salad and walks to our room coming back into the kitchen 30minutes later looking like she took a shower, I am sitting at the table she sits down at a  chair down from me , Marilyn I'm sorry im glad you are home I missed you I'm sorry I know it was wrong I was drunk it was dumb I didn't mean for it to happen I was numb it meant nothing bab...,she cuts me off, finishing her salad, "don't call me baby girl don't call my name",she said getting up washing her bowl then walked out as I follow her as we head upstairs and go in the room I close the door, "Michael don't follow me! ",she said sitting on her dresser chair, Marilyn im sorry I don't know what to do I l...,"if you loved me you wouldn't have fucked some random bitch!!",she said standing up in my face, I didn't come on to her she came on to me she did that I was drunk I never drink I never get drunk but I had soo much stress me and you arguing I can't handle it all plus work, Michael you not the only one working shit I'm not gonna pity your ass! ",she said pushing me, I walk back getting in her face,Marilyn I didn't say that girl I fucking LOVE YOU ok I'm sorry I've been faithful to you since day one ok gosh you don't understand I hated myself for this they almost fired me for not being focused at work baby girl I'm sorry you are all I want I need you I love you I love you baby I need your love in my life please forgive me I'll spend the rest of my life proving it to you.... I LOVE.... you....m..a..r..I..l..y..n..Jackson, I said grabbing her by her waist kissing her neck pausing to kiss her neck after every word I know she likes it because she is moaning under her breath but then she stops and pushes me, "no Michael no I'm not doing this with you no I'm not gonna forgive you ok sex nothing can change that now I'm going to bed I should put you on the couch but that's cruel but if you touch me I'll cut your balls off OK?",she said crawling in the bed,I nod a little hurt but I deserved it I climbed in the bed and cut off the lamp and cried a little...
*Marilyn's Point Of View *

I hear Michael crying but I can't forgive him I hate it when he cries because he only does it when he is really hurt but I can't let him win I want to hold him and kiss him I want him to hold me but he hurt me I never thought he would not my Michael....
.....To Be Continued.....