Chapter 10
*Michael's Point Of View *
I did it! I actually told her I love her. Seems crazy since she just said 'I like you', but it was like after I said I love you she felt relieved to be able to say it back. I don't know where our relationship stands right now. Because well, I don't know if I'm ready to take a chance at another relationship. It's not that I don't trust Marilyn because I do, and it's not that I don't Love Marilyn because I Love her with everything that's in me. I really do. I just one, don't want to rush things and two, I don't know if she is ready either. I look at her. Again with the intense stare! I swear the stare The girl gives me drives me crazy sometimes. Hey you can't judge I'm a dude. "Michael do you really mean that you love me?", she ask nervously But with so much innocence. I lift her chin so she knows when I say this I mean it. !Marilyn when I say I love you girl you gotta know that's for all time because I mean it I Love you with everything that is in me", She smiles at me as if I just reassured her. "And I Love you to Michael I love you more than a girl loves shoes, more than you love cheese cake, more than my moms love for me", "And I believe you I lean in and kiss her tenderly and hugged her again by her waist. We let go. "so Michael what uhh what does this mean?",I kind of hesitate to answer because I really don't know plus I don't want to hurt her feelings or make thing's awkward. "Well umm-", I was interrupted by the phone ringing. "hold on il'l get that", She said running to the phone. I walk back to her room and sat on her bed thinking. She comes back ten minutes later while I was laying back on her bed. "That was my mom she got another late call for tonight", She said sitting on her side of the bed looking at me. "Oh that sucks I guess", I said leaning up on my elbows. She scoots closer. Silence. I don't know what it is but she is making my heart beat faster. She isn't even doing anything but looking at me. I sit all the way up and look at my hands and pick at my spots. "Michael why are you ashamed of your spots I mean you are lucky you are not gonna get darker like me and get called burnt and other crap", she said looking down I look at her crazily. I forgot she is insecure about her color."Marilyn what do you mean? I'm not lucky just different and you are none of those things they call you why do you believe them?", She looks down and I see a few tears fall on her lap. I grab her and hug her. "Shh Marilyn I didn't mean to make you cry I'm sorry", She buries her head in my neck then looks back up with red swollen teary eye's. "I know but it's hard to ignore it really is like how can you feel there's nothing wrong when all you hear is that there is?, I feel sometimes God made a mistake when I was created I just can't deal with it I know a lot of pretty darkskinned girls but they have what I don't ,confidence , bigger boobs, bigger butts, and people well, boys falling at their feet Michael it's not easy to not listen to the toddler talk when you don't hear other toddlers talk, what I'm saying is it's hard to think you are beautiful when others tell you other wise", She said looking down wiping her face. I wipe some tears from her face also. "Marilyn listen to me when I say this, do you know darkskin, lightskin, and whiteskin means nothing, It was given to people to be different, And maybe some are lighter or whiter or darker than others, it's the beauty of life and God never ever makes mistakes and why does it matter about your breast size or your butt size? don't kill me when I say this but you have a beautiful body you are a beautiful person and if this matters you have one guy falling at your feet", I said as I lifted her chin gently. She smiles shyly. "Thank-you Michael and who is this guy?", She said giggling
I raise a eyebrow "oh you got jokes huh?", I get on top of her and tickle her she starts laughing uncontrollably. "Mic... Michael ..I..I fight back when I am tickled ha-ha st-stop ha-ha ", "oh really you won't fight out of this one", I keep tickling her and she is laughing while kicking me. Dang she wasn't lying But she is so ticklish, I pin down her arms and get between her legs and blow in her ear and make bubble sounds in her neck. She keeps laughing and kicking. Then she squeezes her legs close and twist her hands around to where she is now holding my wrist. Then she quickly flips over on top of me. "Now what was that about not winning this fight? ", She looked at me laughing that's when I did the same thing she did to me. And now I'm on top. She is breathing hard from laughing. "Sorry my beautiful but not this fight ha-ha", She looks at me and stops laughing but smiles. "what?, "your eye's... they are so pretty and they are sparkling and you smell really good", I smile. "They only sparkle when I'm with you", She stops smiling and we just look at each other. She loosens her grip on me with her thighs as I loosen mine on her arms. I look at her with so much intensity. I just gotta kiss her. I go with my urge. I bend down and kiss her she leans up. I try something different by slowly sliding in my tongue. She hesitates but gladly let's me in. I smile a little as our tongues dance together. I pull away to catch my breath as she does the same. Then I kiss her again while I hold my hands on each side of her holding my self up as I lay between her legs. She slowly slides her hands up to my hair while our kiss intensified. I don't know what this girl is doing to me but I'm loving it. I pull away slowly but She grabs my face gently and pulls me to her face and kisses me with so much passion. I do the same as our tongues once again dance. I slowly start moving my hand up and down her right thigh as she makes a slight sound. I think it was a moan. I keep doing it as I slowly make my hand go up her shirt. I think I need to stop no I know I need to stop, but I can't. My hand is slowly going up and down her belly as she continues moaning. I start to moan a little to because of hers. My hand slowly goes to her bra then she suddenly stops kissing me and pulls away making a loud smack. I look at her in confusion
"Michael I-", I cut her off. "I know I am too I'm sorry", "I wasn't going to say that but I can't do this with you because one I'm not your girlfriend two I want to wait", She said looking at me nervously. "I know same here and I know you aren't and no this isn't coming from the heat of the moment but I want you to be I just don't know if I'm ready or if you are", I said looking away a little. "Michael if you are not ready for a relationship then I'll wait", I sigh.her words just do things to me gosh making me forget my purity pledge. I know my mind is everywhere but I know one thing I can't make her wait. "I love you Marilyn and I want you to be mine well, my girlfriend, I don't want to make you wait I can't hold back my feelings because of fear", She lights up. "Michael you have made me the happiest girl ever I love you so much", She kisses me and pulls away. I chuckle. "And I Love you more no I Love you most", "Aww and I'm sorry for the whole stopping thing I just want to wait till marriage", She said looking away I turn her head back to me. "Don't apologize ok? I agree with you I'm ok with that", She looks down and back up at me and giggles. "What?, "someone is telling Me other wise", I look at her in confusion then look down where she looked and realized what she was talking about. I quickly climbedoff her and covered myself with a pillow. My cheeks flushed from embarassment."I'm sorry I didn't know", "it's ok I'm sorry I didn't mean to laugh but hey I gotta take a shower so I'll be right back", She said getting up. I grab her by her waist and placed her between my leg's."what? ", "You didn't say yes to being my girlfriend", She smiles and wiggles away then turns around. "I'll think about ha-ha", She starts walking off then I hit here butt she jumps a little and laughs. "I guess that little something is taking over?", She grabs her stuff and sashays away what a tease.....
*Marilyn's Point Of View *
Tonight has been an awesome night. I have never been happier. Michael has completed me. He shows me that the love you hear being talked about in the movies is real. It's not some cliche, and I thank God for that and him. Just when I gave up on life. Michael took my hand and opened the door to a whole other world. He makes me truly feel beautiful and wanted. I never felt like this. I truly feel like I'm in love. I know it's soon but I can't help it. I walk out the bathroom in a towel and bra and underwear. I walk to my room seeing that my light was off. Michael probably fell asleep, I tip-toe in trying to make it through the dark without making a sound. I make it to my drawer trying to feel for some shorts. I find a pair and put them on. Then I look through some drawers for a t-shirt. Suddenly I feel a pair of arms wrap around my bare waist then they quickly let go. I turn around and see Michael's shawdow walking towards my lamp. He turns it on. "Sorry I didn't know you didn't have on a shirt", He said turning around covering his eye's. I smile to myself. That is too cute huh maybe I should have a little fun with this, I walk behind him and wrap my arms under his armpits with my hands on his shoulders. He turns his head to the side to try to look at me. "So you aren't gonna put on a shirt?", He said obvisously trying to keep his composure. I smile again. "Uhh why would I Michael"?, I said innocently rubbing my hands up and down his chest. He squirms a little. "Uhh *clears throat * I don't know I was uhh just asking, dang is it hot in here? ", He saids walking off to sit on my bed. I walk towards him and while he sits with his legs together looking away. "Michael what's wrong? you seem sqirmish",He laughs nervously. "Me squirmish? Pssh! No I'm just uhh-" I cut him of. "Just uhh what Michael?", I said mocking his tone. "Uhh just being respectable that's all", "oh well that's sweet but what was that question you asked about before I left the room", I said opening his legs and walking between them. I look at him but he looks away. "Oh uhh why you didn't say yes to me asking you to be my girlfriend?", I smilr. Loving teasing him. "Oh I see you want me...To be your girlfriend?", He nods. "Yes I want you... To be my girlfriend that is haha", "How bad do you want me...To be your girlfriend that is", I said making him look at me. "Well just bad as humans need air to breath and just as much as our bodies need the sun to keep warm, just as bad as the heart needs to pump blood to for us to live", He said giving me and intense stare, but I see something else in his eye's I've never seen. Lke desire. "Hmm, really? That's bad you really want me bad huh?", He nods."Girl more than you know", He said seductively. I smile wider. I think I woke up Michael's beast. It's cute. He puts his hands on my waist and gets up. I back up a little and he looks at me. I open my mouth to say something but he puts his finger on my mouth. "shh don't say a word unless you are saying you are gonna be my girl ", I just nod. I turn around to walk to the other side of the room but he grabs me. "Hey where you going?, Nowhere not until you say yes", I look at him. "Oh yeah and what are you going to do?", I said purposely challenging him. "Oh so you are gonna question me?", "Yup that's right", I said as he backed us against the wall again still holding my waist
dang never seen this side of Michael I love it....
*Michaels Point Of View *
I'm trying to keep my compsure. I mean she is infront of me with bra and shorts only. Like I said she has a nice body. What tickles me is her sudden boldness. I stare at her for a moment. Michael composure, I push her against the wall gently while lifting our hands together. She smiles and intertwins them together. "I'll help you say yes", "But ho-" I cut her off with a kiss. I slowly pull away."Still not convinced?", She bites her lips and shakes her head 'no'. "Dang girl you gonna make me work for this huh?", I take one hand and raise her right leg up to my waist and kiss her passionately. she moans a little. "Hmm I see I'm getting close", I said as I rub up and down her thigh while kissing her. Then I take my other hand and pull her other thigh to my waist holding her so she has to hold my neck. I carry her to the bed and lay her down with me on top. If begging is what she wants me to do then beg I will. "Please...Say..... Yes...Marilyn... please", I said kissing her neck with every pause. I take in her vanilla scent as I pierce her skin with my lips. She is moaning more. "mmm Michael I-I-", I cut her off with another kiss trailing from her lips to her neck and back. "Just say it baby girl", I groan. Dang the things she does to me. "o-k mmm.... Michael I'll be your girl", I stop and look at her. "Really? You want to be my girl? Dang girl you make me so happy can I return the favor?", "Yes I'm serious Michael I want to be your girl", I smile and kiss her forehead. "Well it's official I'm your boy you are my girl now about that favor may I?, "What do you mean Michael?", I want to make you happy can I do that?", She looks confused but smiles. "Ok Michael ","Ok just sit back and relax baby girl", I climbed off her and went to find her baby lotion. I came back a few minutes later. "You ready?", "As long as I'm with you I am", I give her a kiss, "Just relax"....
.....To Be Continued......
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