Guilt of my Past Actions

Oohinata Tomoko

I wish the voices would stop.

I wish I could find solace at long last.

Alas, that is a dream.

It is fleeting, with loose seams.

Pain is my old friend;

The monster under the bed.

Guilt is a new one;

Filled with nothing but darkness.

If only I could be better than this.

But that's not the case.

I live in constant fear

That I will be the reason for more crimes.

Someone, please help me;

Or do I not deserve it?

I don't want friendship,

If it ends up bringing this pain.

Is friendship truly worth,

All the pain I've caused the Classics Club?

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